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update 11 

 "usko dekh, khud ko miss world samajh rahi hai..."Arun ne usi ladki ki taraf ishara kiya, jo kuch der pahle samne aakar introduction de rahi thi.... "mera bas chale to iska T.C. hee iske hath me de du..."Sherin ki taraf dekhte hue maine kaha, kuch der pahle jab wo samne aakar bol rahi thi to uski aawaz natural nahi thi, wo apni alag hee tone me baat kar rahi thi, jo ki aksar ladkiya karti hai.....

Naveen us waqt study me laga hua tha, aur main aur Arun us ladki ko dekhkar dil hee dil me bura bhala kah rahe the,...tabhi uski nazar hum par padi , aur maine turant apni nazare uski taraf se hata kar apne copy ki taraf kar li..... "ye kahi ye na soch le ki hum dono ise line de rahe hai..."maine pen pakda aur teacher jo likha raha tha use chhapte hue bola.... "ghanta ka line, itane bade college me ye akeli hee hai kya, jo ise line denge...ise dekhkar to deepika mam ke class me khada lund bhi so gaya...." "tu mujhe bigad raha hai..." "paka mat,..." Wo period to le deke nikal gaya, lekin maine jitna khaya piya tha, wo sab nikal liya tha, humare guru ghantal teachers ne aur recess me main aur Arun bahar aaye... "battery low hai yar,chal canteen se aate hai..."apne pet par hath phhira kar main bola... "chal aaja, maal tadenge udhar..." Waise to seniors ki class lagi hui thi us waqt, lekin kuch aise bhi hote hai, jo class bunk karke canteen pahuch jate hai, jab hum canteen ke andar gaye to waha items to thi, lekin sath me humare seniors bhi the aur wo aise baithe hue the jaise college unke baap ka ho.... "chup chap ,ek kursi pakad le, warna lafda ho jayega..." main us waqt kuch nahi bola,aur hum dono ne side ki kursi pakad li.... "usko dekh..."Arun ka ishara canteen me ek taraf baithe hue senior ki taraf tha, jo ki kuch students ke sath baitha baate kar raha tha.... "kya hua..."maine bhi usi taraf dekha... "uska naam Varun hai, sala 7 saal se is college me padh raha hai, lekin aaj tak 4th year me hee latka hua hai..." jab Arun ne mujhse kaha tab maine uski taraf gaur se dekha, wo apne sath baithe students me se jyada age ka lag raha tha, aur apne pair se table ke neeche se dusari taraf baithi hui ladki ke pair ko sahla raha tha.... "ye ladkiya bhi na jaane kaiso-kaiso se pat jati hai..."us ladki ke liye jhootha dukh vyakt karte hue maine Arun se puchha"ye 7 saal wala hai kis branch ka..." "apne hee branch ka hai sala aur kuch log kahte hai ki ye faadu ragging leta hai..." Ragging sunkar gala sukh gaya, us samay yahi ek chiz thi jo mujhpar hawi thi, jab se main college campus ke andar ghusa tha, yahi chiz mujhe dara rahi thi.... "sala ,ye ragging band kar dena chahiye..."pani peete hue main bola, Pani ke pura ek glass khali karne ke baad thoda sukoon aaya, "band hai pyare, raaging to salo se band hai lekin ye log le hee lete hai..." "ye sala canteen wala kaha mar gaya BC..."hyper hote hue main bola aur meri aawaz pure canteen me gunj uthi , mera itna kahna tha ki sabki nazar ek baar phhir meri taraf hui, mujhe dekhkar kuch apne kaam me lag gayi, kuch aise bhi the, jo meri taraf hee dekh rahe the, unki shakal se lag raha tha ki ,wo mujhe man hee man me galiya bak rahe hai.....tabhi wo 7 saal se college me padhne wala uthkar humari taraf aaya, uske sath kuch ladke bhi the aur wo ladki bhi ,jo uske samne baithi thi..... "kis branch ka hai..."mere samne wali kursi ko kheenchkar Varun ne mujhse puchha...dil kiya ki us kursi ko ek laat maarkar door kar du, lekin phhir uske baad hone wale mere haal ka andaza lagakar main rook gaya.... "Mechanical, 1st year..."wo raavan mere samne wali chair par pura ka pura sama gaya tha, "mujhe janta hai..." "h..h..haan.."gala ek baar phhir sukhne laga aur jaise hee maine pani wale glass ki taraf hath badhaya us raavan ne mera hath pakad liya aur jor se dabane laga, dard to kar raha tha, lekin maine apne muh se ek aawaz tak nahi nikali aur na hee usse bola ki mera hath chhod de,,.. 

"pani baad me peena, pahle mere sawalo ka jawab de..."wo mere hatho ko ab bhi pakde hue tha aur apna pura jor lagakar dabaye pada tha... "abey BC,MC , chhod mere hath ko warna yahi patak patak kar gand marunga...."uski aankho me aankh dalte hue maine sirf aankho se kah diya.... "aankh neeche kare be..."Varun ke sath jo ladke aaye the, unme se ek ne mere sar pakda aur neeche jhuka diya..game Shuru ho chuka tha, aur mujhe andaza ho gaya tha ki ab kuch na kuch bura hee hoga.... Mere baye hath ki haddiyo ka kachumar bana kar usne mera hath chhoda aur phhir mere gaal ko pakad kar bola"beta, aukat me rahna seekho aur seniors ko respect do..." Varun ki item ne apne chair se ek samosa uthakar layi aur uska aadha tukda khakar baki mere chehre par thop di, us waqt shayad main bahut gusse me tha, dil kar raha tha, ki us ladki ko kheench kar aisa thap'ad maru ki uska sar hee alag ho jaye, lekin gusse ko peena pada, main unhe dekhne ke siwa aur kuch nahi kar saka.....wo sabhi mujhpar kuch der hase aur chale gaye...tabhi Varun ke sath wali ladki ,jisne mere chehre ki ye halat ki thi, meri nazar uske gand par padi aur maine man hee man me ye shapath li ki, "isko to aisa chodunga ki iske chut aur gand ke sath sath muh se bhi khoon nikal jaye...." _______________________ _______

update 12

 "isko to aisa chodunga ki iske chut aur gand ke sath sath muh se bhi khoon nikal jaye...." . . Apna naam meri beeti zindagi me sunkar mere khas dost Varun ne mujhe meri college life se bahar ghaseeta.... "abey, ye 7 saal se lagatar fail hone wale ladke ka naam Varun kase hai..." "ab tu ye uske baap se puchh, ki usne uska naam Varun kyun rakkha..." "le yar ek aur peg bana..."Arun ne apni khali glass meri taraf badhayi, aur maine Varun ki taraf.... "raat ho gayi kya..."maine uthane ki koshish ki ,lekin sar ghoom raha tha, isliye wapas baith gaya... "din hai be abhi...dopahar ke 12 baj rahe hai..."Varun ne peg banakar glass meri taraf badhaya aur bola"aage bata, canteen ke baad kya hua..." "canteen ke baad..." mujhse yadi us waqt koyi kuch aur puchhta to shayad main nahi bata pata, lekin meri college me beeti zindagi mujhe is tarah yaad thi ki raat ko 12 baje bhi koyi utha ke puchhe to main use bata doon.. . . us din canteen ki harkat ne mujhe jhanjhod kar rakh diya, Arun bhi chup baitha hua tha, main buri tarah gusse me tha, aur jab canteen wala humara order lekar aaya to main bola... "ab tu hee kha BC..." main waha se gusse me utha aur Canteen se bahar aa gaya, Arun bhi peechhe-peechhe tha... "Arman, rook na be,..."Arun daud kar mere samne khada ho gaya aur mujhe rok kar bola"bhool ja..." " us laundiya ka kya naam hai , bata sali ko chod ke aata hoon..." "uska name to mujhe bhi nahi maloom..."aisa bolte bolte Arun ne mujhe gale laga liya, pata nahi sale me kya jadu tha ki mera gussa shant hone laga.... "door chal, main gay nahi hoon..."jab mera gussa puri tarah shant ho gaya to maine kaha... "ek baat bata, tujhe Varun ke sath wali ladki maal lagi na..."mujhse alag hote hue Arun ne mujhse puchha... "maal to hai, isiliye to uska name puchha" "to bhai, use bhool ja, Warna Varun nanga karke daudayega..." "wo utni bhi hot nahi hai ki main uske liye pure college me nanga daudu...now concentrate only on deepika mam " Uske baad hum dono apni class ki taraf aaye, first year ki sari class aas-pass hee thi, isliye recess me har branch ki ladkiyo ko line mara ja sakta tha....hum dono apni class ke bahar khade students ke pass jakar khade ho gaye,jaha group bana kar kuch ladke baate kar rahe the aur jaisa ki maine socha tha topic girls par hee tha..... "kaha gaye the yar..."Naveen ne hum dono se hath milaya aur puchha... "canteen..."Arun ne jawab diya... "Canteen "uski aankhe na jaane kitni badi ho gahi ye jaan kar jab usne suna ki hum dono canteen se hokar aaye hai.... "kya hua..."Uski badi -badi aankho ko dekhkar maine puchha... "ragging hui ,tum dono ki..." Ragging....ye sunkar main aur Arun ek dusare ki aankho me jhakne lage aur sochane lage ki ise kya bola jaye... "nahi...kisi ne ragging nahi li..." "aaj to bach gaye ,lekin kal se udhar mat jana, seniors dera daal ke rahte hai udhar...." "to kya hua, phhati hai kya..."ye lafz maine aise kaha, jaise kuch der pahle Varun ki us hot item ne nahi balki maine uske face par samosa dala ho..... "dekh bhai, jaankari dena apna kaam tha..."Naveen bola "waise aur kaha-kaha ye seniors pakadte hai hume..." "teen jagah fixed hai, first canteen, second city bus and third one is hostel...." Hum is masle par kuch der aur bhi baat karte lekin uske pahle hee waha khade ladko me se kisi ek ne topic ko change karke, apne college ki haseenao par goal mara.....aur is mamle me sabse pahla name jo aaya wo tha deepika mam,...sab yahi chah rahe the ki deepika mam unse set ho jaye, kuch tharkiyo ne to ye tak bol diya tha ki... "aaj college se jane ke baad deepika mam ko sochkar 61-62 karunga" "tu bhi bol le kuch..."Arun ne mujhe kohani maari.... "main to us futiye Varun ki maal ko chodunga, wo bhi leta-leta kar..." "Varun..."ye name sunkar sab chup hokar meri taraf dekhne lage,..us sab mujhe aise dekh rahe the jaise ki maine kisi ka murder karne ka public me elaan kar diya ho.... 

 "maine to aise hee bol diya..."maine baat wahi khatam karni chahi... "yar, aise mat bola kar, kahi se Varun ko maloom chal gaya to phhir panga ho jayega..." Naveen ki baate sunkar maine charo taraf dekha aur jab confirm ho gaya ki ,humare gossip ko kisi ne nahi suna to main bola... "darta hu kya, " "dekh, jyada sher mat baniyo, warna pol khul javegi..."Arun mere kaan me fusfusaya.... Kuch der aur college ki ladkiyo ke baare me baate karte hue, humne apna samay barbaad kiya aur isi beech mujhe aur bhi kaye sare facts maloom hue jo ki humare college me barso se chale aa rahe the.... Jab tum first year me hee raho ,tab hee koyi maal pata lo,warna pure 4 saal khali hath sekaam chalana padega aur honth par ladki ke honth ki jagah boro plus laga kar rahna padega...." Humara college Govt. tha, isliye college ke principal aur teachers ko bhale hee respect nado ,lekin waha kaam karne wale worker aur peon ko SIR kahkar bulana padega, jisse time aane par wo hume lambi line se bacha sake.... Us din ek aur jaroori fact jo maloom chala wo ye tha ki... Jab bhi koyi maal patao to use jaldi chod do, humare college me padhne walo ka mannatha ki girlfriend ko chodne ke baad ladkiya, ladko se kisi strong chemical bond ki tarah bandh jati hai.... Us din aur bhi kuch maloom chalta yadi recess ke baad Mathematics wali mam na aati to.... "kitna baat karte ho tum log,pure Corridor me tum logo ki aawaz aa rahi hai..."samne wali bench par apni books rakhkar Maths wali mam ne dialogue mara.... Maths wali mam ka naam Damyanti tha, jo baad me humare beech "DAMMO RANI" ke naam se famous hui

 Chapter-4:Esha...

 Update-13 

 College ka pahla din kisi bhi hisab se mere liye thik nahi raha, pahle-pahal to CS wali mam ne mujhe bahar bhaga diya aur baad me Canteen wala lafda...College ke pure periods attend karne ke baad aisa lag raha tha ,jaise kisi ne sari energy chus li ho,... "thak gaya yar..."room me ghuste hee maine apna bag ek taraf pheka aur bistar par ludhak gaya, "chal ground chalte hai, Shaam ke waqt hostel me rahne wali girls aati hai udhar..." "gand maraye girls...mujhe to neend aa rahi hai..." "thik hai tu so, main aata hoon..." Main jyada thaka hua tha, isliye turant neend aa gayi, aur jab meri neend khuli to Arun mujhe utha raha tha.... "kya hua be..." "abey raat ke 8 baj gaye..." "to..."maine socha kuch kaam hoga. "to kya..... raat ke 8 baje koyi sota hai kya..." "ab tu decide karega ki mujhe kitne baje kya karna hai..." "time pass nahi ho raha tha, to socha ujhe uthakar gappe shappe maar loon...." "time pass nahi ho raha hai to jakar muth maar..."aur main wapas chadar odhkar gahri neend me chala gaya..... . purani adat itani jaldi nahi badalti, jab main school me tha tab aksar subah 4 baje uthkar padhayi shuru kar deta tha, aur usi ki badaulat first attempt me hee mujhe bahut hee achchha college mila tha...us din bhi maine 4 baje ka alarm set kiya aur jaisa ki pahle hota tha , dusare din meri aankh alarm ki vajah se subah 4 baje khul gayi, light on ki aur Arun ki taraf dekha...Arun aadha bistar par tha aur aadha bistar ke bahar hee jhool raha tha.... "kya khak padhu...kal to sab sar ke upar se paar ho gaya tha..."books aur notebook kholkar maine dher sari galiya di.... kuch der tak try karne ke baad bhi jab koyi fayda nahi hua to , maine lights off ki aur chadar taan kar let gaya....Meri purani adat ke anusar neend to aane se rahi , isliye main kuch sochane laga...jaise ki kis time par kis subject ko uthakar dimag ki dahi karni hai, phhir jaise hee mere dimag me CS subject ka khayal aaya to sabse pahle meri band aankho ke samne deepika mam ka haseen chehra aur uska haseen jism chha gaya....wo mere samne nahi thi, lekin main use pura dekh sakta tha,...aur isi khayalat me gote lagate hue mera hath mere paint ki taraf badha aur subah subah hee kaam ho gaya , uske baad jo neend lagi wo seedhe subah ke 8 baje khuli.... . Aaj ke din college me koyi aisa aane wali thi, jise nahi aana chahiye tha, us din bhi main aur Arun college ke peechhe wale gate se andar gaye aur seedhe apni class ke andar dastak di....Naveen pahle se hee aa chuka tha... "chal bahar se aate hai..."main apni seat par baitha hee tha ki Naveen ne apne bag me kuch tatolate hue mujhse bola.... "kyun....kya hua ? " "lagta hai, bike ki chabi bike me hee lagi rah gayi..."usne ghabrahat me jawab diya... Maine socha,Arun ko iske sath bhej du, lekin Arun to peechhe kisi se jaan pahchan bana raha tha isliye mujhe hee uske sath jana pada.... "bike me lagi hai chabi..."bike me chabi lagi dekhkar Naveen ne rahat ki saans li... hum dono abhi bike stand par hee khade the ki ek teji se aati hui ek car ne waha khade sabhi logo ka dhyan kheencha...

.Car dekhkar hee andaza lagaya ja sakta tha ki andar baitha hua shaks ki hasiyat kitni jyada hai.... "koyi rahis baap ka launda hoga..."maine socha, lekin meri soch mujhe tab dhoka de gayi, jab us chamchamati Car se ladke ki jagah ek ladki bahar aayi,...ladki kya puri modern apsara thi wo, earring se lekar uske sandal tak uski rahisi aur uski modern jamane ke rang me rangi uski shaksiyat ki pahchan kara rahi thi....pahle to maine us ladki ko pura upar se lekar neeche tak dekha aur baad me mere nazar apne aap us jagah par atak gaye, jo ek ladki me mujhe sabse adhik pasand tha,...aur aisi harkat karne wala main waha akela nahi tha, waha khade lagbhag sabhi ladko ka yahi haal tha, sab apni paseendada jagah dekh kar lalcha rahe the..... "ye kaun hai..."maine Naveen se puchha to usne jawab me kandhe uchkakar mana kar diya.... Waise to us college me bahut sari khubsurat ladkiya thi,lekin wo ladki jo abhi-abhi Car se bahar aayi thi ,wo unme se sabse alag lagi mujhe...aisa mujhe kyun laga iska reason aaj tak main nahi jaan paya......use dekhkar main aur Naveen wahi khade rah gaye, humare kadam zameen par aur aankhe us ladki par hee jami hui thi....Uske sath Car se ek aur bhi ladki bahar nikli, jo uski karibi friend hogi, aisa maine maan liya.... "Esha...."us ladki ki friend ne pahli baar us modern apsara ka naam pukara.....

Update-14

 "Esha...."maine bhi dil hee dil me ye naam liya, aur bahut khush bhi hua aur mere arman use dekhkar bahar aaye "isko to patana padega..." "kya...?"Naveen bola... "kuch nahi, chal class shuru ho gayi hogi..." barso se kuch lafz , kuch alfaaz badi mushkil aur shiddat se likh rakkhe the maine kisi ke liye, jo mere liye khas ho aur aaj Esha ko dekhkar wo alfaaz mere dil se bahar aane ke liye machal rahe the...... "Whenever I close my eyes , i saw many faces in my mind but one face always remain same in my mind, in my heart......" That face is my love........ "Whenever i hear any song , i feel her in every word of that song, i hear ,.her voice in every beats of the song......" That Voice is My Love........ "Whenever i feel emptiness in my life, i saw a dream with myopen eyes, in which an Angel comes in my dream......" That Angel is my Love........ . "bahar...bahar, bilkul bahar..."damyanti mam ne mujhse kaha, jab maine unse andar aane ki permission mangi to"ye kya tumhara ghar hai..." "sorry mam..."najare jhuka kar masoon banne ka natak karte hue main bola... lekin meri us masoomiyat ka dammo rani par koyi asar nahi hua, aur upar se usne dhamki bhi de dali ki yadi maine usse bahas ki to wo aane wale 3 din tak attendance nahi degi Kal se ye sab kuch mere sath pahli baar ho raha tha, pahle kabhi bhi kisi ne class se bahar nahi bhagaya tha, isliye mujhe maloom tak nahi tha ki , time pass kaise karu ,us samay college me ghoom bhi nahi sakta tha, kya pata koyi senior pakad kar ragging le le....dil kar raha tha ki damyanti ka baal pakadu aur ghaseet kar use class se bahar kar du.... "andar aa jao, aur agli baar se samay ka khayal rakhna..."dammo rani ne meri taraf dekha ,Shayad meri jhoothi masoomiyat aur bhoolepan ko usne asli samajh liya tha....jab class ke andar aaya to ek baar phhir puri class mujhe ghoor rahi thi, kuch mujhpar hans bhi rahe the aur kaleja tab jal gaya tab dekha ki Arun bhi hans raha hai.... "aur beta, kaha ghoom raha the tum dono..."main Arun ke left side me baitha aur Naveen right side me baith gaya... "kahi nahi yar, bike stand tak gaye the..."Naveen bola"time se wapas bhi aa jate yadi wo ladki nahi dikhi hoti to...." "kaun ladki be, jaldi bata..." Mam ko shaq na ho isliye hum teeno apni copy me samne board par likha hua sab kuch chhap rahe the, aur dheemi aawaz me gappe bhi lada rahe the..... 

 "maloom nahi kaun hai, lekin hai ekdum karri item....uske samne to deepika bhi kam hai..."samne board ki taraf dekhkar main bola,... ek do baar dammo rani se meri nazar bhi mili, tab maine apna sar upar neeche karke use ahsaas dilaya ki mujhe sab kuch samajh aa raha hai , jabki aisa kuch bhi nahi tha, main to us waqt sirf aur sirf Esha ke baare me soch raha tha, us waqt main sirf aur sirf Esha ke baare me baat karna chahta tha.... "kitna achchha ho , yadi is dammo ki jagah wo apsara hume maths padhaye...."dil ke armano ne ek baar phhir ghantiya bajayi, aur in ghantiyo ko kisi ne bahut jor se bajaya.... "mam..."class ke gate ki taraf se kisi ki aawaz aayi....aur jab nazare us taraf mudi to bas wahi jamkar rah gayi, gate par Esha khadi thi... "yes..."Math wali mam ne Esha se kaha... "ye bhi isi class me padhegi ,"khush to bahut hua tha , bench par kood kood kar dance karna chahta tha, Arun aur Naveen se kahna chahta tha ki"tum log yaha se uth jao be, wo yaha baithegi..."lekin afsoos tab hua jab wo boli ki.... "mam CS branch ki class kaun si hai..." " " corridor me sabse pahla class humara hee tha, isliye wo shayad humare class me apni class puchhane aayi thi, socha ki ro ro kar use is baat ka ahsaas dilau ki main kitna dukhi hoon, uske yun jane se , Arun mere andar ki bechaini ko samajh gaya aur bola... "oye, ye natak band kar, now concentrate only on deepika mam" 

 update 15 

 Esha to apni class me chali gayi, lekin uski chhap mere dil par wo chhod gayi thi, aur Esha ki chhap kewal mujhpar hee nahi padi thi, aur bahut se log the, jinka dil Esha ke is tarah se jaane ke karan udas tha....Arun aur Naveen bhi isi list me the..... "wo meri maal hai, usko dekhna bhi mat..."Esha ke jaane ke baad maine phhir se board par nazar gadayi aur jo kuch bhi dammo rani likh rahi thi, main use apni notebook me chhapte hue un dono se bola.... "set to mujhse hee hogi..."Naveen ne kaha... "gand me bhar lo sab ladkiyo ko, deepika ko dekhoge tab bhi yahi bologe ki ye meri maal hai, Esha ko dekhoge tab bhi yahi bologe ki ye meri maal hai, kisi aur ladki ko bhi dekhoge to wo bhi tum dono ki hee item hai, main yaha hilane aaya hu hai na " main aur Naveen hans pade, aur ek baar phhir damyanti mam apni jwalamukhi najaro se hum dono ko ghoorne lagi, damyanti ke is tarah se dekhne ke karan main aur Naveen chup ho gaye aur ekdum serious student bankar samne desk par rakkhi books ke panne ulatane lage..... "chal aaja canteen se aate hai..."recess me Arun ne mujhse canteen chalne ke liye kaha, aur meri aankho ke samne wo najara chha gaya jab Varun ki item mere chehre se pyar kar rahi thi....maine Arun ko saaf mana kar diya ki main canteen ki taraf nahi jaunga,aur phhir main apne hee class ke samne aakar khada ho gaya, jaha kuch ladke khade hokar baat kar rahe the, main khada to apne class me tha lekin aankhe CS branch ki class ki taraf tiki hui thi,...main us waqt waha khada us waqt ka intejaar kar raha tha ki kab wo modern apsara apne class se bahar nikal kar aaye aur meri aankho ko sukoon mile....uparwale ne jaise meri man ki baat sun li ho, Esha apne usi friend ke sath class se bahar nikli aur bahar khade sabhi log machal uthe, sabhi Esha ko dekh rahe the.....humari classes first floor pe thi aur corridor ke dono taraf se neeche jane ke liye seedhiya bani hui thi....Esha apne friend ke sath humari taraf aane lagi,...main ye janta tha ki wo mere liye to is taraf nahi aa rahi hai, lekin phhir bhi dhadkane tej ho gayi, aur wo jab mere samne se gujari to meri jubaan ladkhadaye "I....."bas itna hee bol paya main Esha ko dekhkar , aur aawaz bhi itani dheemi thi ki mere sath khade mere class wale bhi us aawaz ka na sun paye.... . main pahle bhi hairan hua karta tha aur ab bhi hairan hua karta hoon, ki Arun kaise jaan jata hai ki dusare kya soch rahe hai.... "matlab...."zameen par audha leta Varun cigarette ke chhalle udate hue mujhse puchha... "matlab ki.."Maine Arun ki taraf dekha, sala daru ki botal liye bathroom se bahar aa raha tha"Arun ki ek khasiyat hai, wo kisi ka bhi shakal dekhkar ye bata deta hai ki uske andar kya chal raha hai ,wo banda kis soch me dooba hua hai...." "aisa hai kya..." "ha be,.." "phhir to..."ye bolte hue Varun zameen par baith gaya aur Arun ki taraf dekha.... "ye sala bathroom me botal lekar kyun gaya tha ?" "apni adat hai..."mere pass baithte hue Varun ki taraf dekhkar Arun ne jawab diya... "badi ajeeb adat hai be, achchha hua khane ki plate lekar bathroom jane ki adat nahi hai ,warna ek taraf se material bahar nikalta to dusari taraf se andar jata...."Varun jor-jor se thahake lagane laga aur mujhse bola"tu kyun ruk gaya be, aage bata kya hua...." 

 . Us din recess me jab maine dheemi aawaz me "I"bola tha , tab Arun mere bagal me hee khada tha, aur jab Esha humari aankho ke samne se gujari to waha ek Arun hee aisa ladka tha jo Esha ki jagah mujhe dekh raha tha aur mere chehre ke badalte rang ko dekhkar wo samajh gaya tha ki mere andar abhi kya chal raha hai...... "chal aaja..."mera hath Pakad kar Arun bola... "abey kaha aaja..." "chal Esha se teri baat karata hoon..." Ye sunte hee maine turant uska hath door kiya aur bola"tujhe aisa kyun laga ki main Esha se baat karna chahta hoon ?" "ab beta humko ginti ginna na hee sikhao...jab se tune use dekha hai, tere face par lali chhayi hui hai..." "abey hat....aisi darjano ladkiyo ko main roj dekhta hoon, to iska matlab ye to nahi ki main usse baat karu...." "abhi un darjano ladkiyo ko chhod aur bayi taraf dekh..." dusari taraf se Esha apni julfe lahrati hue aa rahi thi, us waqt dil me arman uthe ki kash Esha seedhe mere pass aaye aur mujhe bole ki "hey handsome, what is your name..." dil me Arman jage ki wo mujhe dekhe aur mujhe dekhte hee use mujhse pyar ho jaye, wo karib aati gayi aur mere muh se "I......"word ek baar phhir bahar aaya, lekin jab wo apne class ki taraf ghumi to ye "I...."word wapas andar chala gaya.... "dil tod diya usne us taraf ghoomkar..."apne seene me hath rakhkar sahlate hue mazakiya andaz me main bola...."yar, Arun kuch jugad karna....use ek baar sahi se dekhna chahta hoon...." "chal aaja phhir..."Arun ne ek baar phhir mera hath pakda... "abey kutte hath chhod, chhota bachcha hu kya, jo baat-baat par hath pakad leta hai..." "pyar hai pagle..." "is pyar ko thoda kam hee rahne diyo " CS branch me Arun ka ek dost tha,jiske pass jakar main aur Arun baith gaye....jaha Arun apne dost se baat karne laga wahi main chupke se Esha ko takne laga.... Aisa nahi tha ki maine Esha se pahle koyi khubsurat ladki nahi dekhi thi, lekin jo kashish usme thi wo aaj tak mujhe kisi bhi ladki me mahsoos nahi hui thi, us waqt hum dono kisi magnet ke north-south pole ki tarah the, jo hamesha ek dusare ko attract karte hai.....isi beech first time usne mujhe dekha lekin meri nazre eka-ek dusari taraf ho gayi, dil ki dhadkano ne ek baar phhir bullet train ki speed pakad li..... "kya hua be..."Mujhe dusari taraf dekhte hue dekhkar Arun ne puchha... "kuch nahi, bas usne mujhe dekh liya...." "to, yahi to mauka tha , aankh maar deta use usi waqt..." "phhatati hai meri in sab kaamo se..." "tab to wo set ho chuki tere se...."Arun ne Esha ki taraf dekha... "abey Arman, Esha tujhe hee dekh rahi hai...." "kya...."dil ek baar phhir teji se dhadka...aur maine Esha ki taaf dekha, Arun sach bol raha tha wo mere taraf hee dekh rahi thi...us waqt mujhe aisa laga jaise ki waqt thahar gaya ho, us waqt mujhe aisa laga ki waha us class room me mere aur uske siwa koyi nahi hai.... "two eyes interact with each other at constat time T"Arun bola aur bolne ke turant baad mere kandhe ko pakad kar jor se hilaya"recss khatam hua pyare, ab apni class ki taraf chale ya is baar bhi yahi irada hai ki next period ka teacher tujhe bahar nikal de...." "recess khatam ho gaya..." "bilkul aur tu pichhale 20 min. Se usko ghoore ja raha hai bina palke jhapkaye...."

update 16 

 Arun aur main Esha ki class se bahar aaye, class to lag chuki thi lekin teacher abhi tak lapata tha.....apni seat par baithkar main kuch der pahle jo kuch bhi hua, usko yaad karne laga aur hatho me pen pakad kar desk par Uska naam likhne laga..... "Esha....."is naam ko samne wali desk par pen se likhne ke baad main use apne hatho se chhune laga, wo naam maine normal pen se likha tha, us normal pen ke normal syahi se likha tha, lekin jo 4 akshar waha ubhare the, wo mere liye normal nahi tha,...un char aksharo se ek lagav sa ho gaya tha....lekin us waqt main ye bhool gaya tha ki mere bagal me mera sabse kameena khas dost Arun baitha hai, jo mujhe ek pal ke liye bhi chain se saans lene nahi dega....meri is harkat wo mujhpar chillaya... "abey ye kya kar raha hai..." uske is tarah se achanak bolne se mera dhyan toota aur jin 4 aksharo se mujhe lagaav tha ,unhe main mitane ki koshish karne laga....lekin syahi sookh chuki thi, isliye naam mitna thoda mushkil tha...... "hath hata..." "nahi..."maine Esha ke naam ke aage aise hath rakh kar khada tha jaise ki meri hath hatate hee meri ijjat lutne wali ho.... "dekh Arman, mujhe dikha de ki kya likha hai desk par tune, warna puri class ko bata dunga...." "teri to"kya karta, majboori me hath hatana hee pada... "teri headwriting to solid hai..."ye bolkar Arun peechhe muda to maine wapas Esha ke naam ko apne hatho se dhak liya... "botal hai..."Arun peechhe baithe kisi ladke se bola... "pani ki botal..." "nahi daru ki botal....abey class me hu to pani ki botal hee mangunga na...." "to seedhe se bol na...."Arun ne jisse pani ka botal manga tha wo bola... "abey ghonchu aise me kya khak engineer banega, sale ne 12th ka exam pakka OPEN se pass kiya hoga...ab la de botal"uske hath se botal lekar Arun ne pani ki kuch boonde desk par dali aur Esha ka naam mitakar mujhse bola... "ye aashiqi ka jo bhoot sawar hai na, usko sambhal kar rakh warna lene ke dene pad jayenge...." "sale tu mujhe batti de raha hai..." "yehi to pyar hai pagle" hafte me 3 din humara lab rahta tha, aur har ek lab do do periods ke barabar tha, hum sabhi apne baki ke kaam lab class me hee niptate the, shuru ke aadhe ghante me lab wale sir aakar hume experiment aur equipments ko kaise use karna hai, ye bata kar apni seat par virajman ho jate aur uske baad ka pura samay hum SMS bhejne me, assignment complete karne me use karte the, humare college ke teachers ki ek bahut hee kharab adat ye thi ki wo chhoti si chhoti baat par ya to attendance cut kar dete the, ya phhir seedhe class se bahar hee bhaga dete the..

.us din Physics ka lab tha aur lab me main CS ka assignment kar raha tha aur is kaam me Arun bhi bakhoobi mera sath de raha tha ki tabhi Kurre sir ki aawaz pure laboratory me gunji.... "jo student reading aur final result dikhayega , main usi ko aaj ka attendance dunga...." "lag gayi tab to...."ek dard bhari gusse se bharpur aawaz me Arun dheeme se bola.... "ab kya kare..." "maloom nahi..." tabhi mujhe apne school ke dino ki yaad aa gayi, jab main lab se aksar pass out ho chuke students ki copy maarkar chhap diya karta tha..... "hum dono ko practical ka manual nahi mila hai na..."maine Arun se puchha....hum dono ka roll No. Aage peechhe tha, isliye experiment bhi same tha.... "kurre de raha tha, lekin maine liya hee nahi....aur waise bhi isko reading dikhani hai...." "tu rook main jugad jama ke aata hoon..." Ye kaam main pahle bhi bahut baar kar chuka tha, isliye dar to nahi lag raha tha lekin phhir thodi si ghabrahat ho rahi thi.... "Sir, humare Pass manual nahi hai..."Lab wale sir ke pass khade hokar main masoomiyat se bola... Uske baad Kurre ne bahut mathpachchi ki, humara roll No. Puchha, aur uske baad sale ne experiments ke baare me mujhse puchha....us waqt to sala experiment ka object kya hai mujhe ye tak nahi maloom tha to phhir baki uska principle kaise batata...... "Sir, yadi koyi purani copy mil jati to thoda idea mil jata...."apna rambaad maine phheka... jaha kurre baitha hua tha, waha se bayi taraf thoda andar ek chhota sa room tha...usne pahle 5 min. tak meri shakal dekhi aur phhir mujhe andar jane ke liye bola.... "wo andar baithi hui hai, unse mang lo...." "thank you Sir...." aadha kaam to nipta liya tha, bas aadha kaam aur baki tha, pahle maine socha ki andar jis room me main ja raha tha waha koyi Kurre ki age ka hee teacher hoga, yani ki 40 se 45 umra ka, lekin maine jaise hee main andar ghusa aankhe bahar aa gayi ye dekhkar ki andar deepika mam baithi hui hai...... "mam, wo purani practical copy chahiye thi...."us room ke charo taraf dekhte hue main bola.... "sir se puchha hai..."wo table par aise baithi thi, jaise ki wo is college ki principal ho.... "ji mam, unhone hee kaha hai ki main andar jakar apna kaam kar sakta hoon..."maine jaan buchkar aisa kaha.... "kaisa kaam..."chair par seedhi hote hue usne meri taraf nigah dali.... "wahi wala....."main bola, flirting karna mere liye koyi nayi baat nahi thi, main aksar mauka milne par ye sab kaam kar diya karta tha par afsoos ki aaj tak kisi ladki ne mere armano ko thanda nahi kiya tha...... "Mechnical First year right...." Maine haan me sar hilaya to deepika mam ne ek taraf ishara kar diya...jaha pass out students ki Practical copies jama ki hui thi, main waha pahucha ek do copy ko kholkar padhne ka natak karne laga, lekin is beech mera dhyan sirf aur sirf deepika mam par tha ki wo mujhe dekh to nahi rahi hai....deepika mam is samay apne mobile me busy thi, aur yahi mere liye sahi mauka tha...maine chupke se ek practical copy ko apne shirt ke neeche pet ke pass fansa liya aur uske kuch der baad tak main wahi khada raha.... "thik hai mam, main chalta hoon...." Mujhe puri ummid thi ki deepika mam ne mujhe nahi dekha tha, aur main apni smartness par khud ko praise karta hua waha se ja hee raha tha ki deepika mam ne peechhe se aawaz di... "ruko..." "ji mam..."dil me ghabrahat ek baar phhir paida ho gayi.... "you think that all the staff of college are fool..." "matlab...?" "matlab ye ki..."wo apni chair se uthkar mere pass aayi aur seedha mere pet par hath phhirati hui boli"ye tumhare six packs itne majboot hai ya lab ki copy chura kar le ja rahe ho...." Iske aage bolne ki meri himmat nahi hui,main kisi apradhi ki tarah waha khada deepika mam ke agle action ka intezaar kar raha tha.... "tumhari jaankari ke liye bata doon ki main yahi se pass out hoon aur mujhe maloom hai ye fande...isliye mere samne hoshiyaar banne ki koshish mat karna..."aisa bolte hue usne practical copy nikal li aur boli"tumhare jane ke baad Kurre sir yaha aayenge aur wo mujhse puchhenge ki maine kahi kuch utha to nahi liya, aur phhir jab tum bahar jaoge to tumhari checking bhi hogi...." " salo ne kohinoor heera chhupa rakkha hai kya yaha..." "tumne kuch bola..." "sorry mam,..." "ab jao..."uske agle pal hee deepika mam ne wo harkat ki jiske karan mera dil left side se right side me shift hone wala tha, 1000 volts ka jhatka diya deepika mam ne mujhe....usne mera hath pakda aur seedhe apni garam chut se touch kara diya aur boli "pasand aaya ho to dobara batana....."

 Update-17 

 Main, us room se bahar nikla,Waha se aane ke baad meri sitti pitti gum ho gayi thi, aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki kisi ne mere hath me kuch der pahle current ka wire pakda diya ho....... "kya hua ? laya practical copy ?"mujhe apne bagal me chupchap baitha dekhkar Arun ne mujhse puchha.... "abhi kuch der baat mat kar ,sadme me hoon...." "kya hua....kisi ne chori karte hue dekh liya kya ? " "meri chori pakdi bhi gayi aur uski saza bhi de di gayi..."main ab bhi sadme me tha..... "aakhir hua kya..." "kuch nahi, ab main thik hoon..."mere dil-o-dimag me , mere pure jehan me sirf wahi nazara ghoom raha tha, jab deepika mam ne mera hath pakda aur mere hath ko apni chut se touch kara diya.... "i was trembled..."main badbadaya... "aisa kya dekh liya tune..." "kuch nahi..." deepika mam ne jo kiya uspar mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha, koyi bhi ladki bina jaan pahchan ke aise kaise kar sakti hai, ye jante hue bhi ki main uski complaint kar sakta hoon, shayad maine hee deepika mam ko badhava diya tha aisa karne ke liye...na main double meaning me usse baat karta aur na hee wo mera hath pakadti aur na hee... abhi tak jo kuch bhi mere sath hua tha wo sab unexpected tha, maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki main ek ladki ke peechhe pagal ho jaunga aur na hee maine ye socha tha ki shuruat ke kuch dino me hee mujhe wo chhune ko mil jayega......us din ke baad deepika mam se jaise main nazar hee nahi mila pa raha tha, wo jab tak class me rahti main apna sar jhukaye rahta aur chupke se unki taraf dekhta to wo mand mand muskurati nazar aati.... "sala main kitna sharmila hoon..." mujhe meri zindagi ke 18 saal beet jane ke baad ye maloom chala ki, main bhi un ladko me se hoon ,jinki ladkiyo ko dekhkar kuch bolne ki himmat nahi hoti.....Esha kuch dino se college nahi aayi thi, main jab bhi uske class me jakar Arun ke dost se puchhta to wo na me sar hila deta,...dil bechain rahta tha uske bagair , har din recess me main Arun ko lekar uski class me uske dost ke pass jata tha aur jaha wo baitha karti thi, us jagah ko is aas me dekhta tha ki shayad wo late aayi ho,lekin har din uski jagah koyi aur ladki hee waha baithi hui milti aur har din main uske class se udas hee lautata tha.... Abhi tak to main bahut si unexpected chizo ko jhel chuka tha, lekin in sabke aalawa bhi kuch aur tha jo ki meri zindagi me pahli baar hone wala tha aur sabse badi baat to ye thi ki mujhe is baat ki bhanak tak nahi thi.... Kuch din beetane ke baad meri kuch aur ladko se dosti ho gayi aur har din ki tarah hum aaj bhi recess me apni class ke bahar khade aas pass se gujarne wali ladkiyo ka maza le rahe the.....Esha ke liye mera interest kam hota ja raha tha, main ab har khubsoorat ladki ko dekhkar isi khayal me doob jata ki main use apne hostel ke room me chod raha hoon, ek ajeeb sa badlaav aa raha tha mujhme deepika mam ki us harkat se.... "sab line me khade ho..."kisi ne gala phhad kar kaha, aur jab meri nazar us taraf padi to dekha ki do seniors hume line me khade rahne ke liye kah rahe the.....

unka kahna tha ki hum sab line me khade ho gaye.... "aankh neeche kar be...apne baap se aankh milata hai sale BC..."kisi ek ko usne chamkaya.... "kya hai beta , wish nahi karte tum log seniors ko...gand me danda daal ke yaad dilana padega kya...."un do me se ek ne bag tang rakkha tha yani ko recess ke baad wo bunk marne ke plan me tha aur dusara apne hatheliyo ko ragad raha tha.... "chalo idhar aa jao aur class me jitne ladke hai unhe bhi bulao..."jisne bag tang rakkha tha wo bola... class me jitne ladke the un sabko bula liya gaya, main dil hee dil me ye chah raha tha ki kahi se koyi teacher aa jaye....lekin sala koyi nahi aaya, sab apna pet bharne me lage hue the..... "tera naam kya hai...."mujhe upar se neeche dekhte hue wo bola.... "j..j..ji..."main haklaya...sach to ye tha ki waha khade har ladke ki buri tarah se phhat chuki thi... "naam kya hai engineer saheb aapka..." "Arman..."maine ek pal ke liye uski taraf dekha aur jawab dekar wapas apni gardan neeche kar li.... "dil ke arman aansuo me bah gaye...."wo gaate hue mere pass aaya aur belt ke pass paint ko pakad kar jor se hilata hua bola "yaha kya karne aata hai..." "padhne..." "to phhir kal se formal dress me aaya kar, warna yahi se ne e che phhek dunga...samjha" "j...j...ji Sir..."(tera baap dega paisa formal dress kharidne ka , be saale chutiye...) "chal relax ho ja..."belt chhodkar mera kandha sahlate hue wo bola"mera naam janta hai...." "nahi...." "main hoon bajirao Singham....samjha, kal se students ki tarah dikhna..." un do chutiyo ko main akela hee dikha tha kya jo sale meri leke chale gaye, unke jaane ke baad maloom chala ki wo dono mining branch ke the..... "ye to mining ke the, iska matlab Mechanical wale bhi kuch dino me apne darshan denge..." har college me alag-alag funda chalta hai, humare yaha ragging tab hoti thi, jab kuch hafte nikal jate the...city me rahne wale to phhir bhi bach jate the, lekin hostel walo ki aisi taisi ho jati thi.... us din recess ke baad hum sabke man me yahi sawal ghoom raha tha ki in sabse kaise bacha jaye, aur us din ke baki ke periods isi khauf me nikal gaye,... Main aur Arun college ki chhutti ke baad hostel ki taraf hee ja rahe the ki hostel se thodi door par bheed dikhayi di..... "ye sale BC, yahi chalu ho gaye..."Arun wahi rook gaya aur mujhse bola"is raste se mat ja, samne seniors khade hai...." Hum dono dusare raste se jane ke liye peechhe mude hee the ki kisi senior ne hume dekh liya aur udhar aane ke liye kaha, jaha bheed jama thi.... "wapas kaha ja rahe the Sir..."mere kandhe par hath rakhkar koyi bola... "wo mobile chhut gaya hai, class me..." "achchha..."usne mera bag ek jhatke se kheencha aur bag ki chain kholkar pura saman raste me hee bikher kar bag mere hath me thama diya.... "apna saman utha aur nikal yaha se..." Maine ek hath me apna bag pakad kar apni books aur copy ko uthane ke liye jhuka hee tha ki us MKL senior ne mere pichhwade par kaskar ek laat mari aur main wahi jor se muh ke bal gira.... "chutiya samajh ke rakkha hai kya..."peechhe se uski aawaz aayi, hatho ki mutthiya bandh chuki thi, aur yadi us waqt wo waha akele rahta to us sale ko itna marta ki ragging ki spelling tak bhool jata wo, lekin main uthta uske pahle hee uske kuch aur dost aa gaye, aur usko pakad kar bole ki... "abhi nahi, baad me dekh lenge in dono ko..."jiske jawab me wo chillaya ki "sale jhooth bolta hai, tu rook aaj raat teri dhulayi karta hai ,sale BC..." Uske baad sirf ye hua ki meri gusse band mutthiya dheeli pad gayi, aur wo senior jisne mere pichhwade par apne jute ke nishan chhode the wo mujhe galiya dete hue waha se chala gaya.... "maine use mara kyun nahi, k y a m a i n darpok....nahi..."aaj zindagi ke 18 saal gujar lene ke baad ek aur sach se samna karna pad raha tha....aaj tak school me sirf chhoti-moti ladai hui thi, jisme main har baar pure jor aur shor se bhag leta tha....aur apni A grade study ke liye har baar bach bhi jata tha....school me aksar sab yahi bolte ki main bahut himmatwala hoon, lekin aaj kunye ka mendhak Samundar me aaya tha, jiska muqabala bade bade kachhuo aur shark se tha...... 

"chal apne room chalte hai...."Arun ne mera bag uthakar mujhe pakdate hue bola....main chup raha, chehra gusse se ab bhi laal tha..... "chal, bhool ja..."mujhe jabardasti Arun ne kheencha, jiske chalte main uspar jhalla utha.... "abey chhod" "bhad me ja..."gussa me wo bhi tha, isliye wo bhi mujhoar chillaya aur mera bag mere hath me pakda kar waha se hostel ki taraf chala gaya...... "us sale ne laat mere pichhwade par mari hai aur gussa ye ho raha hai...."Arun ko hostel ki taraf jate hue main dekh raha tha....kuch der pahle jo hua, wo sab dekhkar shayad Arun ko bhi gussa aaya tha....

Update-18 

"sorry...."jab Arun ne darwaja khola to maine usse kaha....jiske jawab me wo haste hue bola "sorry se kaam nahi chalega, main to gand marunga...." "chal be, door chal...main to tujhe dekhte hee samajh gaya tha ki tu hai..." Andar aakar maine apna bag ek taraf phheka aur bistar par let gaya, abhi kuch hee der hue the ki ek chhote kad ka ladka Arun ke pass aaya, uski aankho me laga chashma use ek serious student ki upadhi de raha tha....wo seedhe mere pass aaya aur mujhse hath milaya wo bhi bina kuch bole.....aur phhir seedhe jakar Arun ke pass baith gaya... "sala pagal lagta hai..."use dekhkar maine kaha.... Arun ke pass jakar wo baat karne laga, aur Arun se baat karne ke dauran wo apna chashma utarta aur meri taraf kuch der tak dekh kar wapas apna chashma apni aankho me taangar Arun se baat karne lagta....... " sun be Arman...ye Bhupesh mere hee yaha ka hai...." us chhoti si height wale ladke ka naam Bhupesh tha, jiska naamkaran Arun ne pahle hee kar diya tha.... "B.H.U."Arun use isi naam se bulata tha.... "us ladki ka naam kya hai , jo CS me hai..."bhu ne ek baar phhir apna chasma nikal kar meri taraf dekha aur phhir chashme par phhook mar kar Arun ki chadar se chashme ko saaf karne laga.... "Esha...."Arun bola... Esha ka naam sunte hee sari thakan door ho gayi, main uthkar bistar par baith gaya aur Arun ki taraf dekhkar bola"kya hua..." "bhu ko Esha se pyar ho gaya hai..." "ise aur Esha se pyar "Bhupesh ki taraf dekhkar main bola....(abey sale, apni shakal dekhi hai, kaha wo aur kaha tu) "iske pass uska mobile number bhi hai..." ye sunkar mujhe jhatka laga,waise to Esha ka no. Maloom karna koyi badi baat nahi thi, uske class me jo bhi uske karib ho usse Esha ka number liya ja sakta hai....lekin mujhe jhatka isliye laga kyunki bhu Esha ke mamle me mujhse jyada active tha....jaha maine use chupke se ghoorne ka aalawa aur kuch nahi kiya tha, wahi bhu ne uska no. Apne mobile me save karke rakkha tha..... "use call karta hoon..."Arun se wo bola aur apna Nokia 1200 nikal liya.... Maine apni 18 saal ki zindagi me bahut se premi jode dekhe the, lekin unme se sirf ek ya do premi jode hee ek-dusare ke liye perfect the....warna ek se badhkar ek ghonchu launde tanatan maal lekar ghoomte hai, jise dekhkar aksar mera kaleja jal uthta hai aur sirf ek line muh se nikalti hai "hum mar gaye hai kya, jo is gandu ke sath ghoom rahi hai...." aur isi dar me ki kahi Esha ke sath ye bhu na set ho jaye, main apne bistar se utha aur Bhupesh ke hath se uska mobile chheen liya.... "abey yadi usne tere mobile no. Ki report kar di to...."use darate hue main bola.... 

 "koyi baat nahi sim farzi hai..." "aajkal location trace ho jate hai, aur waise bhi wo kisi na kisi se set hogi to kyun apna balance faltu me kharch kar raha hai...." "baad ki baad me dekhenge..."mere hath se mobile lekar Arun ne mobile bhu ko thama diya aur bola"tu call kar..." "ye sala Arun, mera sath hai ya iske sath" "tune kuch bola kya..."Arun meri taraf dekhkar mujhse puchha.... "na, maine kuch nahi bola....main kyun bolunga kuch...Esha meri wife hai kya, jo mujhe uski fikar hogi...." Mera itna kahna tha ki darwaje par kisi ne dastak di... "le yar khol..."Arun mujhse bola,... maine pura darwaja khola bhi nahi tha ki ek jordar tamacha mere gaal aur kaan par pada, main sann rah gaya us waqt aur kaan par hath rakhkar wahi khada raha...andaza lagana mushkil nahi tha ki room ke andar kaun aaya tha, jisne abhi abhi mera gaal laal kiya tha wo wahi tha jisse meri mulaqat hostel ke bahar hui thi..... "chal be side chal..."main is waqt darwaje aur room ke beech me khada tha, isliye usne mujhe dhakka dete hue kaha aur seedhe jakar mere bistar par baith gaya, jo haal mera tha, wo haal bhu aur Arun ka bhi tha, wo dono bistar se khade ho gaye the..... "neeche baith wahi zameen par..."meri taraf ishara karte hue wo bola"shakal yaad hai meri ya bhool gaya..." "yaad hai..." "haan to hamesha yaad rakhna, tere baap ki shakal hai..." usne jaise hee ye bola, pura jism gusse se laal -peela ho gaya, yadi us waqt mujhe apne bhai ke kahe hue shabd yaad na aaye hote to ma kasam us sale ko bahut marta...... "eye contact karega be..."bistar par pura pasarta hue room ke deewar ki taraf ishara kiya"us deewar ko dekh raha hai...maine usi deewar par tere jaise hee ek chutiye ka sar pakad kar de mara tha, sala chaar mahine coma me tha....Police bhi kuch nahi ukhad payi, kyunki use koyi gavah hee nahi mila jo ye bolta ki wo sab maine kiya tha...." "to ye sab mujhe kyun bata rahe ho...."khoon mera bhi garam tha, isliye maine bol diya...jiska nateeza ye hua ki wo senior jo kuch der pahle mere bistar par pasra hua tha wo ekdum se uth khada hua aur gusse se apne daant peeste hue mere pass aaya.... "sorry sir, use chhod do, pagal hai wo..."Arun ne us senior ko pakda.... "samjha de is launde ko warna yahi jaan se maar dunga...." "thik hai, main ise samjha dunga...." "ja ek glass pani la..." Arun waha se pani lene chala gaya aur idhar room me chuppi chhayi rahi, Arun kuch der me hee wapas aa gaya,lekin uske hath khali the.... "sir, wo waha ka glass shayad kisi ladke ne apne room me rakkha hua hai, main botal me aapke liye pani lata hoon...."andar ghuste hee Arun bola aur botal lekar waha se pani lene chala gaya..... "tu idhar aa be..."Arun ke jaane ke baad usne mujhe apne pass bulaya aur Cigarette peene ke liye puchha.... "main nahi peeta..."tapak se maine bina ek pal ganwaye jawab diya, Wo senior aage kuch bolta uske pahle hee Arun daudte bhagte hue botal me pani bharkar le aaya aur use de diya....usne botal me muh lagakar ek ghoot pani piya aur phhir botal meri taraf badha di... "relax ho ja, aur le pani pee..." "mujhe pyas nahi hai..."khoon mera ab bhi garam tha.... "pee le pani ,kyunki iske baad main jo karne wala hoon usse tera gala sookh jayega..." Uske baat ka maine koyi jawab nahi diya aur wo apne kandhe uchkata hua bola"teri marzi...." usne apne jeb se cigarette ki packet nikali aur Bhupesh ko apne pass bulaya aur room me jal rahe bulb ko off karne ke liye kaha.... "wapas on kar jake..."andhere me dhua udate hue usne bhu se wapas bulb ko on karne ke liye kaha aur jab bhu ne wapas bulb ko on kar diya to wo bola.... "ab tu 100 baar bulb ko on karne ke baad bistar par aakar baith jana aur phhir uthkar bulb ko off kar dena...chal shuru ho ja...." Bhupesh ki pahle se hee sitti-pitti gum thi ,wo kya bolta...bina kuch bole wo Arun ke bed se board tak 200 chakkar marne laga...... "le pee..."on-off hote hue bulb ke beech me usne mujhe ek cigarette diya.... "meri adat nahi hai..." "isiliye to pila raha hu, engineer saheb...jab tak nasha patti nahi karoge to engineer kaise banoge...." mazboori me cigarette ko muh se lagana pada, bhaiya ke dwara di gayi naseehat me ye bhi tha ki main cigarette aur sharab se door rahu, lekin yadi main us waqt ye sab nahi karta to unke dwara di gayi dusari naseehat ,jisme unhone kaha tha ki ladayi - jhagda mat karna, wo toot jati..... "dhua andar le...muh me rakhkar to pahli-dusari class ke launde bhi cigarette pee lete hai..." maine waisa hee kiya, cigarette ke dhue ko andar liya...cigarette ke kash ko andar kya kheencha, pura ka pura kaleja jaise bahar aa gaya, aur main khasne laga..... "ek kash aur maar..." Maine phhir kash andar liya aur nateeza wahi pahle jaise hee raha... "ek kash aur..." teesari baar himmat to nahi ho rahi thi, lekin us waqt koyi dusara rasta bhi nahi... bhu ab bhi bulb ko on-off karne me laga hua tha.... "tere kitne round hue be.." "80...." hanfte hue bhu ne jawab diya, 

 "beta abhi to aadhe bhi nahi hue,...chal shuru ho ja..." teesari baar bhi maine cigarette ke dhue ko apne seene me ghusaya aur is baar khasne ke sath-sath meri aankho se aansu bhi nikal gaye aur sar bhi ghoomane laga.... "aaj ke liye itna hee kafi hai, kal phhir milenge...." Uska room se bahar jana tha ki main aur bhu bistar par let kar hanpne lage..... "gand....gand...."bhu bas itna bol paya aur hanpne laga, "kya gand-gand kar raha hai be..." "gand maar li sale ne, chakkar aa raha hai, pani....pani..."wo phhir hanpne laga.... "idhar to BC sar hee ghoom raha hai...."apna sar pakad kar main bola... "cigarette ka asar jyada der tak nahi rahta, don't worry..." "worry gayi ma chudane, tu ja daudkar pani la..." Arun ke waha se jana ke baad main bhu ki taraf muda, wo apne sar chhat ki taraf kiye hue hanf raa tha.... "kyun beta, kya haal hai...maza aaya.." "bahut maza aaya, dobara karne ka man raha hai...." "jab se college me aaya hu, sala sab maar ke chale jate hai, ab deepika mam ko hee le le, aaj lab me sali ne mera hath chut se hee touch karwa diya...." "kya...."usne jaise hee ye suna uski sari thakan door ho gayi aur wo mere pass aakar bola"deepika mam ke bahut charche hai college me ,jara sambhal kar...ek baar jisko tad leti hai, use chodkar sorry usse chudwakar hee dam leti hai....sali caracterless hai..." "tujhe kaise pata..." "mera ek dost 2nd year me hai, usi ne bataya deepika ke jalwe ke baare me, usne ye bhi bataya ki isi vajah se usko last year college se nikalne bhi wale the...lekin phhir hod aur uske beech .....lekin tu fikar mat kar, tujhe wo chhod degi..." "aise kaise chhod degi..." "tere me wo baat hee nahi hai, wo unhi ladko ke sath setting karti hai jo handsome ho..." "sala khud to bawarchi lagta hai aur mujhe bol raha hai, chal bhag yaha se..."

 update 19 

Us waqt bhu ke upar mera pura dimag ukhda hua tha...sala mujhe bol kaise sakta hai ki deepika mam mujhse nahi pat sakti....Arun jab bahut der tak pani lekar nahi aaya to hum dono hee bahar nikle, maine ye andaza lagaya tha ki hostel me humare room ke bahar baki ladke jhund banakar khade honge aur humse puchhenge ki seniors ne humari ragging kaise li...lekin us waqt waha koyi nahi tha, aur jab aas-pass ke room se jani pahchani aawaz jaise ki thappad, galiya...aayi to main samajh gaya ki ye sab jhelne wala main akela nahi hoon....aur sabse jyada sukoon mujhe is baat se mil raha tha ki ab koyi mujhe ye nahi kahega ki main darpok hoon, kyunki us waqt to sabhi darpok the...... "kaha mar gaya tha be..."water cooler ki taraf jate hue hume Arun mila lekin uske hath me pani ka botal nahi tha , aur wo hanf bhi raha tha.... "kuch senior ne pakad liya tha..."apne ghutno par hath rakhkar hafte hue wo bola"ja mere liye pani lekar aa...." "botal to aap le gaye the..." "water cooler ke pass jo glass rakkha hoga, usi me le aa...."aur ladkhadate hue Arun room ki taraf nikal gaya..... meri aur bhu ki halat to phhir bhi thik thi ,lekin Arun bistar par leta ulti saanse bhar raha tha..... "abey girls hostel me kaisi ragging hoti hogi..."bhu waise shakal se to chodu dikhta tha, lekin trick badi dhansu lagata tha,..... "mere khayal se senior girls, junior girls ko bf dikhakar apna chut chatwati ho..."bhu ke in anmol shabdo ne mera aur Arun ka rom-rom khada kar diya..... "pagal hai kya be, aisa thode hota hai..."maine aisa isliye kaha taki bhu apne shuddh dimag se aur bhi aise khayalat bune, jisse ki humara rom-rom khada ho jaye..... "abey kisi private college me to senior ladke, bf dikha rahe the....lekin phhir police case ban gaya.." first year ka student hone ke naate mujhe waise achchhi baate karni chahiye thi, lekin mera tharki dimag us waqt pure lay me tha,... "jis college me ye hua, us waqt waha first year ke ladke bhi maujood the kya..."maine sawal kiya aur besabri se jawab ka intezaar karne laga.... "tera matlab ,jab first year ki ladkiyo ko bf dikhaya ja raha tha tab..." "haan...haan, usi waqt..." "maloom nahi " "sale ne klpd kar diya " "main to girls hostel jaunga..."Arun ki saans seedhi chalne lagi to wo bhi humari gyan dene wali baato me shamil hote hue bola.... "kya karea waha jakar seniors ki chut chatega....

" "nahi be, sunne me aaya hai ki kuch ladke hamesha girl's hostel me apni setting se milne julne jate rahte hai....to kyun na apun log bhi chale..Arman tu kya bolta hai..." ""College me jakar padhayi karna be, laundiya bazi me busy mat rahna aur na hee is chakkar me padna..." "ji bhai..." "abey kidhar mar gaya..."mere kandho ko jor se hilate hue Arun ne mu j hse doba r a puchha...jiske liye maine turant na kar di aur plan ye bana ki mauka dekhte hee Arun aur bhu girl's hostel me jayenge aur main yahi room me pada-pada makkhiya marunga..... agle din hum phhir college ke pichhe wale gate se andar ja rahe the, lekin aaj bhu bhi humare sath tha, wo 5 chudail aaj bhi gate ke bahar khadi thi..... "mar gaye..." "mard ban be, in laundiyo se kya darta hai..."bhu seena taan ke aage chalta hua bola... "oye chutiye..."un 5 chudailo me se ek ne bhu ko aawaz di "idhar aa be chaparganju..." pahle pahal to Bhupesh ko yakin nahi hua aur wo wahi khada hokar peechhe ki taraf dekhkar confirm karne laga ki unhone use hee Chutiya aur Chaparganju kaha...lekin jab unme se ek ne M******** kaha to bhu ko yakin ho gaya ki wo ladkiya use hee bula rahi hai..... "kyun be tujhe sunayi nahi deta..."bhu ki aankh me lage chashme ko nikalkar unme se ek boli, aaj waha un panch chudailo me saat saal se engineering karne wale Varun ki maal bhi thi.... "ek bhartiya nari ko is tarah se baat karna shobha nahi deta...."bhu ne buri shakal banakar kaha aur ye sunte hee wo pancho chudail hans padi, hansi to mujhe aur Arun ko bhi aayi lekin hum dono ne jaise-taise apni hansi ko control kiya..... "mera naam Vibha hai..."Varun ki item ne apna hath bhu ki taraf karte hue muskura kar boli,... "Myself bhu..."Vibha ka hath apne hatho me thamkar bhu ne jawab diya"Vibha, wo dono mere dost hai...Arun and Arman..." Vibha ne pahle Arun ko dekha aur phhir uski nazar mujhse mili aur wo khilkhila kar hans padi "ye to wahi chutiya hai, jiske muh par maine samosa pota tha...." "teri maa ki "mera dil ek baar phhir khud par chillaya.... bhu ne un ladkiyo se kuch der aur baat ki aur jis shaleenta se wo pancho item bhu se baat kar rahi thi usse mere dil me ek dar paida ho gaya ki kahi ye Esha ko na pata le..... . "Wo aayi hai kya..."apne class me ghusne se pahle main Esha ki class me ghusa, aur pichhale kuch dino ki tarah aaj bhi Arun ke dost ne na me sar hila diya aur udas man se main waha se apne class me aaya, waise aaj ka first period to dammo rani ka tha, lekin uski jagah deepika mam aayi thi aur main samajh gaya ki is pure period ko apna sar jhuka kar guzarna hai....

 update 20 

 "Arman, stand up...."deepika mam ne mujhe aawaz di, lekin kyun...na to maine puri class me kuch bola aur na hee kisi se baat ki,...us class me us waqt sabse shant bachcha main hee tha, phhir mujhe kyun khada kiya "What is JVM ? " apni jagah par main thik se khada bhi nahi ho paya tha ki usne missile dag di....deepika mam ke is question ka answer dena to door ki baat thi maine to ye word JVM hee pahli baar suna tha..... "chup kyun ho answer batao, abhi kuch der pahle hee to bataya tha...." "mam, wo main bhool gaya....ek baar phhir se bata do..."kuch der tak deepika mam ko dekha, phhir samne ki deewar ko dekha, aur jab kuch nahi soojha to kuch der is intezaar me chupchap khada raha ki shayad mere agal-bagal baithe Naveen aur Arun me se koyi dheere se bol de,...lekin jab charo khane main chit ho gaya to deepika mam ke aage maine surrender kar diya..... "Java Virtual Machine....ab yaad rakhna..."smile marte hue wo boli, mujhe answer usne is andaz me bataya jaise ki The Matrix movie usi ne banayi ho.... "now sit down..."ghamand bhari aawaz me wo boli... uske baad usne apna pravachan phhir chalu kar diya, aadhe ludhak gaye aur aadhe samne ki taraf dekhkar apne khayalo me khoye hue the.... "now i'm going to ask some basic questions...." "Arman...." "yes mam..."ek baar phhir bali bakra main hee bana(aa chus le Arman ka, sali jab dekho gand hilate rahti hai...) "kuch normal question puchh rahi hu tumse, i hope ki mujhe jawab milenge..." "i will try..."....(lawda phhek ke marunga nahi to baitha de) "Windows xp kya hai..." "matlab..." "matlab ki what do you mean by Windows xp ? " "wo to operating system hai, bas itna hee maloom hai..." "not bad, achchha ye batao, computer use karte ho..."samne ki chair par apni gand sata kar usne agla sawal kiya... "bilkul karta hu..." (bf dekhne ka maza to bade screen me hee aata hai...) "to batao ki kisi bhi document ko print karne ke liye shortcut tarika kya hai...." "Ctrl + P...."idhar ek taraf maine jawab diya aur wahi dusari taraf apne bade bhai ka man hee man shukriya ada kiya , kyunki unhi ke badaulat hee maine is sawal ka jawab diya tha..... 

 deepika mam ke do questions ka answer kya diya, usne mujhe computer ki duniya ka godfather samajh liya aur phhir ek ke baad ek sawal puchhati gayi, aur main har baar yahi bolta"sorry mam...." CS subject ka koyi theory exam nahi tha, ye subject fully practical based tha aur jis subject ka kewal practical ho to use practical exam wale din ke aalawa kisi aur din padhna PAAP tha, aur ye PAAP main kaise karta, isiliye deepika mam ke baki ke questions par sirf do shabd muh se nikle "Sorry mam..." "padhna chalu kar do ,warna fail kar dungi...sit down..." Usne fail karne ki dhamki dekar sit down kya bola , mera shut down hee ho gaya, aur main chup chap kisi lute peete ki tarah baith gaya..... "Arman, is par try kar ,ye pat jayegi..."deepika mam ke class se jane ke baad Arun bola "ise pata kar kya karunga, sali chudte waqt HTTP ka full form puchhegi" "abey isse achchhi maal nahi milegi, " "Esha darling hai na...." " apne Armano par kabu rakkho beta Arman ,warna....." "warna...." "ye BC phhir aa gayi..."Arun ke is tarah se turant topic change karne se main chauka "kya hua be..." "ye Sherin lodi ,phhir aa gayi samne..." maine samne ki taraf nazar dali to dekha ki samne wahi ladki khadi thi, jo college ke pahle din hee netagiri jhadte hue introduction class chala rahi thi, Arun waise to class ki dusari ladkiyo ko gali nahi deta tha,lekin Sherin ko dekhte hee uska para garam ho jata aur uske muh se Sherin ke liye pyar bhare shabd nikal jate...... "itne din ho gaye hai aur hum sab ek-dusare ka naam bhi nahi jante...."muh banate hue wo boli.... Sherin na jyada moti thi aur na hee jyada patli...lekin yadi uska face aur uski adat dhang ki hoi to shayad hum use chhod bhi dete....class khali ja rahi thi aur introduction ka daur aage badhte hue Arun tak aaya.... "your turn...."Arun ki taraf ungali dikhati hue Sherin boli.... Apne Arun bhai taav me aa gaye aur khade hokar bole ki jisko bhi mere baare me janna hai wo dabi me aakar mujhse mil le....

 update 21 

 "what..."naak sikodti hue Sherin boli,... "Haweli me milna phhir bataunga tujhe ,What...." "ye to bahut daring hai sala..."is waqt mere dono aankhe do taraf dekh rahi thi, main kabhi Sherin ka chehra dekhta to kabhi Arun ka aur mujhe Na Jaane kya sujha main Arun ke kaan me dheere se bola... "tere liye perfect maal hai..." "zindagi bhar muth maar lunga, lekin ise nahi chodunga...." Arun to Sherin ko dhamki dekar chup ho gaya, lekin ab agla number mera tha ,us waqt mujhe bhi khade hokar Arun ki tarah bol dena chahiye tha ki"jisko bhi mere baare me janna hai wo Haweli me aakar mile,...." lekin mujhme us waqt utni himmat nahi thi, sabke samne jaane se dil ghabra raha tha,lekin phhir bhi main utha aur jaise -jaise mere kadam aage badhe, main andar hee andar kanpne laga.... "GM , friends... I'm Arman..."ek mari si aawaz mere muh se nikli...jise samne wale bench par baithe students hee sun paye honge..... "please speak loudly...."Sherin phhir boli.... us waqt Sherin ka face dekhkar man kar raha tha ki apna juta utarkar seedhe uske muh pe de maru,...aur usi waqt Civil subject wali mam andar ghusi aur ghuste hee mujhe par goli dag di.... "yaha kya kar rahe ho khade hokar...." "w...w...wo wo kuch nahi, bas apna introduction de raha tha aur kuch nahi...." "jao, apni jagah par jakar baitho..." . "dekh be wo bajirao Singham pure corridor me ghoom raha hai..." apni copy me likhkar Arun ne bataya... "abey formal dress to maine nahi pahni hai...sala phhir lafda karega" "ek plan hai...."Samne board par jo kuch likha hua tha use utarte hue Arun bola"recess me yadi college ke bahar chale to bacha ja sakta hai, aur recess jaise hee khatam hoga wapas aa jayenge...." "solid idea hai...." isi dauran Civil wali mam board par kuch likhne ke liye mudi, aur uski badi-badi gand humare samne thi....waise to civil wali mam ki age 45+ rahi hogi aur unhe samne se dekhkar koyi galat khayalat apne man me na laye, lekin peechhe se yadi koyi unhe dekhe to phhir........ "oye, sale isko to chhod de"meri nazar puri tarah se civil wali mam ke gand par jami hui thi.... "kya hua..."main aise react karne laga jaise maine kuch kiya hee na ho , lekin Arun mujhse jyada kamina tha "abey ise kyun ghoor raha hai, ise to sab log Mummi bolte hai...." "Mummi " "Naveen bol raha tha ki ye bahut pyar se padhati hai...matlab ki ek question ko chahe jitne baar bhi puchh lo, hamesha shant hee rahti hai...Prof. Hai ye yaha lekin is baat ka ise bilkul bhi ghamand nahi hai..." Us pure class me maine aur Arun ne full2 masti ki , Civil wali mam ne hume kayi baar baat karte hue aur haste hue bhi dekha, lekin wo har baar ignore kar deti....civil wali mam sach me Mummi thi . pichhale kuch dino ki tarah main aaj bhi recess me Esha ke class me ghusa is aas me ki shayad wo late aayi hogi, lekin jawab ek baar phhir na me sar hilakar Arun ke dost ne diya....uske baad main aur Arun bike stand par aaye, maine Naveen ke bike ki chabi usse mang li thi, bike stand par jaha ek taraf Arun ,Naveen ki bike nikal raha tha wahi main dsari taraf us jagah ko dekh raha tha,jab kuch din pahle maine Esha ko pahli baar dekha tha....

uski car aaj waha nahi khadi thi aur na hee Esha us din ki tarah waha thi,lekin phhir bhi NA JAANE KYUN mujhe mohabbat si ho gayi thi us jagah se, main us taraf badh hee raha tha ki Arun ne horn mara.... "oye idhar peshab mat kar, bahar kar lena...." "abey main...."aage kya bolu kuch samajh nahi aaya isliye main itna bolkar chupchap bike me baith gaya.... "do plate samosa dena kaka..."college ke main building se 2 k.m. door college ka main gate tha aur usi ke aas-pass bani dukano me se ek dukan par baith kar maine do plate samose ka order diya.... "ek plate bana ke dena...matlab namkin, salad, teekhi-meethi chatni sab daal dena....aur ha thoda dahi bhi daal dena..."Arun ne apni farmaish jhadi, jise sunkar maine kaha... "jab itna sab kuch dalwa raha hai to thoda zameen ki mitti bhi dalwa liyo..." "wo tere liye chhodi hai...." "thanks..." Pet puja karne ke baad Arun ne apne jeb se 10 ka note nikalkar table par aise phheka jaise tash khelne wala hukum ka ekka phhekta hai..... "main aaj bhi feke hue paise nahi uthata hayiiii...." "thik hai..."us 10 ke note ko uthate hue Arun ne kaha"tu hee de de mera bill..." "nahi be main to aise hee Amitabh bachchan ka dialogue maar raha tha...."aur maine uske hath se 10 ka note chheen liya..... recess me jab kuch der hee rah gaye the tab main aur Arun class ki taraf pahuche, hum dono us waqt khud ko chalak samajh kar bahut khush ho rahe the ki recess me hone wali ragging se hum dono bach gaye, lekin humari chalaki us waqt dam tod gayi jab bike stand par seniors ne hume pakad liya..... "Arman & Arun...."seniors ke puchhne par maine hum dono ka naam bataya..... "tera kya naam hai..." "Arman...." abhi maine apna naam hee bataya tha 
ki hostel wala wo senior waha aa dhamka jisne kal se mujhe pareshan kar rakkha tha, usne pahle apne dosto se hath milaya aur phhir mujhe dekhkar apne dosto se bola... "aur pahalwan kya haal chal hai..." "sab badhiya...." Mera itna kahna tha ki usne kas kar ek thappad mujhe jad diya, aur uske baki dost hasne lage..... "kitni baar samjhaya ki eye contact mat kar...lekin tere gand me baat ghusti hee nahi...." Khoon ka ghoot peekar maine apni aankhe neeche ki, aur jab sare seniors ne mujhe gher liya to main samajh gaya ki mere sath kuch bura hone wala hai kuch bahut hee bura....jiski maine kalpana tak nahi ki thi.........

 update 22 

 Humare bharat desh ke Sanvidhan ke kisi dhara ke kisi anuchhed me ye saaf kaha gaya hai ragging allow nahi hai par waha bike stand par sab kuch galat ho raha tha.....mujhse jaane kya dushmani thi ki wo hostel wala senior hath dho ke mere peechhe pada hua tha aur us waqt main waha bilkul akela tha....kuch der pahle Arun ne beech bachav karne ki koshish ki thi,lekin jab Arun ki rok tok se senior jyada pareshan ho gaye the to unhone ek thappad uske gaal par raseed kar use waha se chalta kiya aur mujhe apni bike par baitha kar waha se door college ground par le aaye..... "bike se utrega BC ,ya utar kar feku..." us waqt mujhe laga ki kash mere pass koyi super power ya kuch aisa hona chahiye tha jisse main inki band baza saku....lekin main ek normal student tha jisne first attempt me hee itna shandar college paya tha....... "mujhe yaha kyun laye ho Sir..."bike se utar kar main bola....mere sawal karne se wo aur bhi bhadak jayenge ye main janta tha, lekin waha chup khada rah bhi to nahi sakta tha....isliye maine unse mujhe waha lane ka reason puchha aur jaise ki mera anuman tha mujhe jawab me ek thappad mila aur sath hee sath mere peeth par ek laat aur nateeza ye hua ki main seedhe ground par bikhar pada..... "aisa to sabke sath hota hoga..."ye sochte hue main utha, aur apne chehre ki dhool saaf karne laga.. Ground college se thodi door me tha aur jab college laga ho to udhar ekka-dukka hee aate the, lekin us din jab main apne chehre par hath phhira kar dhool saaf kar raha tha to mujhe do-teen bike ki aawaz sunayi di jo samay beetne ke sath badhti gayi aur phhir wo bike ground me aakar khadi ho gayi, un bikes par ladkiya thi aur wo wahi chudail thi jo aksar college ke peechhe wale gate par khadi hokar galiya bakti thi..... "7 saal se engg. Karne wale us gadhe ko bhi bula lo be, bas usi ki kami hai...."ye maine khud se kaha....ek normal padhne wala student jab aisi situation me fansta hai to wo aksar ghabraya hua hota hai aur kuch ka moot tak nikal jata hai,lekin main thoda ajeeb behaviour kar raha tha aur andar hee andar comedy kare ja raha tha...... "ye to wahi canteen wala hai.."ek aur bike aakar waha khadi ho gayi aur us bike par wahi 7 saal se engg. Karne wala Raavan sawar tha.....Varun bike se utra to dusare senior ne use ek cigarette di aur Sir kahkar use wish bhi kiya....... "Good afternoon Sir..."irada to nahi tha lekin phhir bhi main Varun se bola, kya pata sala khush ho jaye aur mujhe bacha le.... "yaha kyun bulaya chhote..."usi hostel wale senior se Varun ne puchha ,jo mujhse na jaane kis janam ka badla le raha tha..... 

"ye wahi ladka hai sir, jo bahut uchak raha tha...aaj pakad me aaya hai...." "idhar aa..."Varun ne apni do ungaliyo se mujhe kareeb aane ka ishara kiya... "name kya hai..." "Arman. . . . .Fi rs t yea r . . . . b r anch Mechanical....."maine sab kuch ek baar me hee bata diya kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki uska agla sawal yahi hoga.... "ye to bada smart banda hai chhote...." "kuch nahi Sir, aap dekho abhi iski smartness nikalta hu...."phhir us chhotu ne mujhe wahi baithne ke liye kaha.... "up...."jab main baitha tab usne kaha... main khada ho gaya to usne phhir down bola....sali puri ijjat ki lagi padi thi, wo sab senior ladkiya apna pet pakad-pakad kar thahake laga rahi thi aur idhar uthak baithak karke meri saanse phhool rahi thi..... "sabse bada chutiya hai ye....maine aaj tak isse bada ghonchu nah i dekha..."Vibha ne mujhe dekhte hue kaha, mera pura sharir us waqt paseene se lathpath tha, paanv dard ka raha tha....aur isi beech wo situation aayi jab main kewal baith kar rah gaya....dobara uthne ki himmat hee nahi bachi thi.... "abey uth.....,"Varun ne Vibha ka hath pakad kar use apni taraf kheencha aur apne jute se waha dhool ko mere chehre par udata hua bola.... "ab....himmat......nahi hai.."jor-jor se saans lete hue maine jawab diya aur ek nazara dekha ki Varun aur Vibha ke honth ek dusare se jude hue the..... "dekho sir, ye nahi uth raha..." "abey uth..."Varun taav se bola"uth ja warna nanga karke daudaunga...." "hath laga ke dekh teri maa chod dunga..."taav-taav me maine bol diya ,lekin uske agle pal jab mujhe khayal aaya ki maine kya bola hai to main kuch der ke liye shunya ho gaya aur samajh gaya ki meri zindagi ka sabse bura din aaj aane wala hai..... "belt nikal, BC ko iski aukat dikhata hu..."Vibha ko door karke Varun mere pass aaya aur apne bade-bade mazboot hatho se mere jabdo ko pakadkar dabate hue apne dosto se bola"abey belt do..." "Sir, chhodo use....mar jayega ye..." "marne de " "arey sir chhodo use..."baki seniors ne Varun ko mujhse door kiya aur phhir mere pass aaye... "chal push up kar..." "i can't..." "tera baap bhi karega ,sale MC"Varun ki aawaz aayi, unlogo ne maloom nahi kya plan banaya tha ki sabhi ne mujhe gher liya aur phhir push up karne ke liye kahne lage..... "ek baat apne gand me thoos le ,yadi tu zara bhi ruka to wahi kheench kar ek laat sab marenge...chal ab shuru ho ja...." wo log had paar kar rahe the aur main us waqt yahi soch raha tha ki kya main kal ka suraj dekh paunga ? Aur yadi main kal ka suraj dekhunga bhi to kis haal me ? us waqt mujhe ye bhi nahi maloom tha ki kal main college me rahunga Ya kisi hospital me apne pure jism me patti bandhwa kar pada rahunga ? maine push up karna shuru kar diya lekin tabhi kisi ne mere paint ka belt utarne ki koshish ki aur main wahi rook gaya aur khud ko zameen se sata diya.... "ye aap log...."main kah bhi nahi paya tha ki mere kamar par kaskar kayi laat ek sath pade , pura sharir dard se kanp utha aur aakhir me mere aankh se aansu nikle....dhool ke kad mere pure jism se chipke hue the,...jab ladko ke laato ki barish thami to un ladkiyo ne apni nok wali sandal se mere kamar par dastak ki aur wo pal aisa tha jise main aaj bhi nahi bhula sakta....us din na jaane kitne dino baad main roya tha........ "chal phhir shuru ho ja aur yaad rakhna ,is baar mat rukna...." Maine rote hue apne hath zameen se tikaye aur phhir push up marne laga, is baar ek ladke ne apne hath se mere paint me lagi belt ko nikala aur paint ka button khol diya.....lekin main nahi ruka kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki rukne ka matlab phhir se wahi maar khana....pure sharir se betahasa paseena nikal raha tha jisse zameen par meri chhap bani hui thi.....jab main push up kar raha tha to usi waqt Vibha ne meri paint ko neeche khiska diya aur khilkhila ke hasne lagi..... "rukna mat be..." uske baad unhone mere kamar ke neeche ke saare kapde utar diye aur main thak haar kar wahi let kar rone laga....wo sab bahut der tak wahi khade haste rahe ,mujhe galiya dete rahe aur phhir jab unka man bhar gaya to wo waha se chale gaye........ Yadi ye sab college ke andar hota to shayad aaj wo sab jail me hote,lekin aisa nahi hua tha....aur college ke bahar jo kuch bhi hua uski responsibility college ki nahi hoti....main ground se uthkar apne hostel ki taraf chala, us waqt main andar se toot chuka tha...rote-rote aansu khatam ho gaye the, aankhe surkh laal thi..... 

 Chapter-The Slam 

 Update-23 

 ground se nikalkar main seedhe hostel ki taraf badha, room ka darwaza pahle se hee aadha khula hua tha,jise pura kholkar main andar ghusa.... "kya hua...."ghabrayi hui aawaz me Arun ne puchha lekin main kuch nahi bola ya phhir kahe ki mujhme kuch bolne ki himmat hee nahi thi ,us waqt yadi main kuch bolta to yakinan main ro padta...isliye main usi halat me seedhe jakar apne bed par let gaya aur apni aankhe band kar li....pura sharir dard aur un chudailo ke sandal ke kharocho se jal raha tha.... "ye kya ho gaya,...wo bhi mere sath...."us waqt na to mujhe Esha ka khayal tha aur na hee deepika mam ka....us waqt main ye bhi bhool gaya tha mere bhai ne ye shahar chhodne se pahle kuch naseehat di thi, dil aur dimag me tha to sirf badla....main kuch bada dhamaka karna chahta tha jiske chapet me aaj ground me maujood sabhi log aa jaye.... "kal sabki maa chod dunga, phhir jo hoga dekha jayega....."kamar bahut jor se dard kar raha tha,lekin phhir bhi main uthkar baith gaya.... " tu aaram kar Arman..." "bahut sah liya in chutiyo ko, tu dekh main kal inki kaise leta hu...."khade hokar maine kaha aur apna shirt utarne laga,... "abey kis chiz mara hai tujhe..." "wo pancho chudail sandal pahan kar naach rahi thi ,sali randiya...."gusse se kanpte hue main bola aur nahane ke liye waha se seedhe bathroom ki taraf ki gaya..... us raat koyi senior hostel me nahi aaya aur us din mujhe hostel me sabse ajeeb jo baat lagi wo ye thi ki bhu(--u)us din raat bhar kisi se phone me baat karta raha ,wo kisi jugad ki baat kar raha tha.....us raat neend mujhse koso door thi, main bas yahi chah raha tha ki jaldi se jaldi subah ho aur main MKL se milu.... . "ma kasam sun kar dukh hua...."har roz ki tarah Varun aaj bhi mujhse pahle utha aur chay banane ke liye gas on karte hue bola...."la doodh ki botal pakda...." "Arun, udhar doodh ki botal rakkhi hui hai, la de..." Arun se maine doodh ki mangi thi lekin usne mujhe daru ki botal pakda di aur to aur wo bola ki ek cup chay mere liye bhi bana de.... "abey ullu , mujhe honney Singh samajh rakkha hai kya, jo chips me daru daalkar khaunga aur phhir dono hath upar karke upar upar wala gana gaunga,..." "matlab..."sar khujata hua wo bola... "matlab ki chay doodh se banti hai sharab se nahi...." "oh sorry ! dhyan hee nahi raha...." Iske baad Arun ne doodh ka botal mujhe pakdaya aur maine Varun ko,, chay banate hue Varun ne mujhse puchha.... "to phhir uske agle din kuch dhamaka kiya ,ya ek baar phhir unse maar khaya..." "uske agle din..."main us waqt thoda aur sona chahta tha,lekin Varun ko kuch jyada hee utsukta thi aage janne ki ,isliye mujhe apne yaadon ke Samundar me ek baar phhir tairana pada...... . "aaj kya bolega unse, wo sab to har din ki tarah aaj bhi waha khadi hai...." Main aur Arun college ke peechhe wale gate se kuch hee doori par khade the.....waise to ek padhne wale student ko galiya nahi bakni chahiye khaskar ke ladkiyo ko....lekin us kal unhone jo kuch bhi mere sath kiya tha usne mere sari achchhi chizo ko khatam kar diya tha.... "cigarette kaise peete hai, jaldi se bata..." "simple...chhota kash lena aur phhir dhue ko andar kheench lena....." "la cigarette de, try karta hu..." "wo to nahi hai...." "chal koyi baat nahi aaja..."collar ko maine upar kiya aur un chudailo ki taraf badha.....peeth aur kamar me bahut dard tha, isliye hostel se nikalte waqt main thoda jhuk kar aur langda kar chal raha tha...lekin us waqt maine khud ko straight kiya aur bindas chal me chalkar unki taraf aaya.....jaise jaise main unki taraf badh raha tha beete din ground ka har ek moment meri aankho ke samne chha raha tha...... "Good morning bandariyo...." "huh...."un pancho chudailo ki nazar mujhpar padi aur Vibha boli"kal ka bhool gaya kya,jo aaj aa gaya..

." muskurate hue maine Vibha ke chehre ko dekha aur phhir jaanbuchkar apni nazar uske seene par tikayi aur apne hontho par jeebh phhirate hue maine Vibha se kaha.... "size kya hai tere mummo ko...." "what..."usne mujhe thappad mane ke liye apna hath aage badhaya, to maine turant uska hath pakad liya... "BC, apna hath sambhal..."use door jhatka dete hue maine kaha.... meri is harkat se waha cigarette pee rahi ek ladki ke hath se cigarette chhut kar zameen par gir gayi, jise uthakar maine ek chhota sa kheencha jaisa ki Arun ne bataya tha aur dhue ko uske face par chhodte hue bola..... "ek cigarette nahi sambhal pa rahi hai tu , phhir mera lund kya pakdegi....tujhe nahi chodunga...tu reject...." main jab un pancho ko bak raha tha tab shuru -shuru me Arun door khada tamasha dekh raha tha, lekin baad me wo bhi wahi aa gaya aur Vibha ko dekhkar bola.... "ek baat bata tu, tujhe pyar karne ke liye wo gadha hee mila..."aur hum dono hans pade, Arun ne bolna jari rakkha"tere us boyfriend ko best gadha of the universe ka award mi lna chahiye....sala 7 saal se engg. Kar raha hai...." hum dono ek baar phhir jor se hanse, aaj hasne ki bari humari thi, kal jaise main shant khada sah raha tha aaj wahi halat un pancho ki thi..... "suno be randiyo....dobara idhar dikhi to yahi patak kar rape kar dunga aur chut ka bhosda bana dunga....chal bhag yaha se...." "ruko tum dono , aane do Varun aur uske dosto ko..."ek ladki taav me boli..... hum un chutiye seniors ki maal ko chheda tha ,jisse mamla garam to hona hee tha...ladayi to honi hee thi...to phhir mere khas dost Arun ne socha ki jab yuddh hona hee hai to kyun na full maza le liya jaye aur uske baad maine zameen se dhool uthayi aur sabse pahle Vibha ke chehre par lagaya, wo gusse se puri laal hokar mujhe ghoorti rahi,.... "ye us din ke samose ka badla aur kal wale kand ke liye....."main bolte-bolte rook gaya, kyunki hume bachpan se yahi sikhaya jata hai ladkiyo ki ijjat karo unhe pura samman karo....lekin jab ladkiya hee tumhari marne par tuli ho tab kya karna chahiye ye kisi ne aaj tak nahi kaha tha.... "chhod de be Arman warna yahi ro padengi ye..." "jao, tum pancho ko maine maaf kiya, aur jisko bulana hai bula lena....."

 update 24 

Wo pancho apna pair patak kar waha se rafa dafa ho gayi aur un pancho ke jaane ke baad sabse pahle maine jo kaam kiya wo ye tha ki khud ko thoda jhuka liya, sala bahut der se dard sahte hue straight khada tha aur phhir college ke andar jane ke liye jaise hee muda to dekha ki waha aas-pass bahut se students khade hokar hum dono ko apni aankhe badi-badi karke dekh rahe hai, wo sabhi hostel me rahne wale first year ke students the aur waha unme kuch ladkiya bhi thi.... "abey ye log to mujhe hero s ama j h r a h i hongi...."cigarette ko door fek kar main bola.... "chal be, ye mujhe hero samajh rahi hongi...kyunki jo kiya maine kiya, tune kya kiya...." "waise ek baat bata..."sahare ke liye maine Arun ke kandhe par hath rakkha aur college ke andar ghusa"Varun aur uski danav sena se kaise niptenge...." "ek katta kharid lete hai sala aur jab jab wo sab humari lene aayenge hum katta dikhakar unhi ki le lenge....kya bolta hai..." "kuch jyada nahi fake diya..."bolte - bolte main ruka, aur class ke andar chalne ke liye ishara kiya aur langdate hue main CS class ke andar gaya , aaj bhi Arun ka dost humse pahle pahuch chuka tha aur mujhe dekhkar usne ek jhatke me kah diya ki "wo nahi aayi hai.." "sala chutiya..."maine use galiya baki,...Arun ka dost tha isliye sirf galiya baki yadi mera dost hota to jaan se maar deta, sala slowly-slowly bhi to bol sakta tha ki Esha aaj bhi nahi aayi, aise ek jhatke me bol kar heart attack de diya sale ne apne class me aakar main chup-chap baith kar samne clean board ki taraf dekhne laga, us waqt josh-josh me to maine un pancho ko batti de di, lekin ab mujhe dar lagne laga tha....lekin un sabki kal ki harqat se mujhme itni himmat to aa hee gayi thi ki ab main chupchap hokar maar nahi khaunga.... "ek mukka to jaroor kisi ko marunga aur wo bhi puri taqat lagakar...." "kya hua be, kisko marega..." "kuch nahi ,samne dekh Sir aa gaye hai..." Samne Sir ko dekhkar Arun jamhayi lete hue bola"ye phhir pakayega..." wo period BME ka tha aur jo Sir us subject ko padhate the unka naam mujhe aaj tak nahi maloom, baki humlog use kisi bhi naam se bula lete the jaise ki lodu, bakchod,chodu,gandu etc. wo jab bhi class lene aata to ek chiz jo hamesha mere sath hoti aur wo ye thi ki main hamesha gahri neend me chala jata bhale hee main 12 ghante hee so kar kyun na aaya hu......us din bhi main neend ki aagosh me so chakkar laga raha tha ki Arun ne mujhe jagaya.... "kya hua..."apna muh fadte hue maine puchha... "wo lodu question kar raha hai, jag ja..." "meri bari aayegi to jaga dena..." "abey uth..."mere pair par jor se laat marte hue Arun ne kaha.....

"thoda bahut to respect de be teachers ko..." . "Isothermal Process samajh me aaya kisi ko..."us lodu ne hum sabse puchha aur aadhi class ne na me jawab diya.... "koyi baat nahi , aage dekho" " sir...."ek ladka khada hua "jab yahi samajh nahi aaya to aage kya dekhe..." "ghar me book khol kar padhna yar ,easy hai sab samajh me aa jayega...." us ladke ko baitha kar us chutiye ne apna chutiyapa jaari rakkha aur main phhir ludhak gaya....jis ladke ne abhi kaha tha ki "jab yahi samajh nahi aaya to aage kya samajh me aayega..."wo branch opener tha, aur uska naam maine to kabhi kisi se nahi puchha lekin aksar discussion karte samay kuch log uska naam Shubham batate the...... "aaj kaun sa lab hai..."maine Arun se puchha.... college shuru hue abhi jyada din nahi hue the lekin itne hee dino me mujhme bahut jyada badlaav aa gaya tha, jaha pahle main school me teachers ki har baat ko bade dhyan se sunta tha wahi ab main teachers ko galiya bakta aur har class me time pass karta....college lage hue yun to bahut din nahi hue the lekin in dino me maine ek baar bhi hostel jakar book nahi khola tha....mujhe subah uthkar file na dhoondhani pade isliye maine sab subject ki lab file apne bag me daal kar rakkhi hui thi, alam to ye tha ki jo bag main college se jakar hostel me fekta tha waisa hee bag subah uthakar college aa jata aur jab bhi ghar se ya bade bhai ka call aata to main aksar yahi bolta tha ki study badhiya chal rahi hai....... "Assignment jama karo...."deepika mam apne hath me Pen lekar chair par sawar ho chuki thi.... "pahle ye batao ki kisne kisne Assignment khud se banaya hai...." ye ek aisa sawal tha jisme sabhi ne apna hath khada kiya jabki ek do ko chhodkar shayad hee koyi aisa raha hoga jisne assignment khud se banaya hoga..... "very good..."apne chehre par aaye balo ko peechhe karte hue deepika mam phhir boli"ab ye batao ,kisne Assignment nahi banaya...." maine puri class ki taraf dekha, kisi ne bhi apna hath nahi uthaya , deepika mam ne apna dusara sawal phhir dohraya aur is baar sirf ek hath khada hua aur wo hath mera tha...... "kyun...tumne assignment kyun nahi kiya...." "bhool gaya mam..."maine seedha sa jawab diya..... "recess me tum mujhse Computer lab me milna..." maine gardan haa me hila di aur baith gaya , is waqt mujhe sabse jyada gussa Arun par aa raha tha kyunki usne Assignment complete kar liya aur mujhe bataya tak nahi...... "kyun be mujhe kyun nahi bataya tune..."uske pair par jordar laat mar kar maine puchha.... "mujhe laga ki tune kar liya hoga..."apne pair ko sahlate hue usne kaha..."agli baar se bata dunga..." us din deepika mam ka pura period assignment jama karne aur check karne me beet gaya, assignment check karte samay deepika mam beech-beech me mujhe dekhti aur kabhi-kabhi humari nazare bhi takra jati.....jab period khatam hua to deepika mam ne jate hue mujhe ek baar phhir remind karaya ki mujhe recess me unse milna hai...... 

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Aaj to beta deepika mam tujhe chod ke rahegi..."Arun mere maje lete hue bola...3rd Period shuru ho chuka tha lekin teacher lapata tha aur tabhi maine apni akal daudayi aur Naveen se uski bike ki chabi mangi...... "abey bahar seniors honge..."Arun ne kaha aur jise samajh kar main baith gaya..... Maine socha tha ki ek Assignment copy kharid kar is khali period me hee Assigment pura kar lu aur recess me deepika mam ke muh par assignment de maru, lekin Seniors ka naam sunkar mera pura plan chaupat ho gaya..... khud ko bajirao Singham aur uske sath rahne wala uska ek aur dost aksar first year ki class ke corridor me chakkar marte rahte the aur jo class bhi khali dikhi wo usme ghuskar apna rola jhadte, us din jab humari class khali ja rahi thi to usi waqt wo dono tapak pade......unme se ek jo khud ko bajirao Singham kahta tha wo andar aaya aur uske sath hamesha college ke chakkar katne wala uska dost gate par khada hokar nigrani karne laga.....bajirao Singham ladkiyo ki taraf jakar gappe marne laga, isi beech sab normal ho gaye aur aapas me baat karne lage....tabhi wo cheekha aur sab shant ho gaye.... "kya hai be ye...Senior class me hai aur tum log diag ki ma-bahan kiye ja rahe ho...."ladko ki taraf aata hua wo bola aur phhir usne mujhe dekh liya"tu khade ho, kya naam bataya tha tune apna..." "Arman....." "Arman...."mujhe upar se neeche tak dekhte hue usne wahi kaha jiski mujhe ashanka thi"jyada udi-udi me rahna band kar de ,warna....."gate par kade apne dost ko pass bulakar usne apne dost ke kandhe par hath rakkha aur phhir bola.... "ye jo tumhara senior hai na main iska bhi baap hoon...."uska ishara gate par khade rahne wale senior ki taraf tha...."to ab soch le ki main tera bhi baap hoon...." uska ye kahna tha ki mera khoon hazar degree celsius par khaula, maine use ghoor kar dekha....ek baar phhir wahi hua jo maine soch kar rakkha hai, wo mere pass aaya aur mera collar pakad kar bola.. "kya ghoor raha hai , main hoon tera baap..." "baap ke collar se hath hata..." ye sabke liye ek dhamake ki tarah tha, mere muh se wo lafz sunkar khud bajirao Singham aur uska dost bhi dhamake ke chapet me aa gaye....maie bajirao Singham ke sharir ko dekha aur andaza lagaya ki yadi humari ladayi hui to result bahut der tak me aayega, matlab ki hum dono barabar the......

 "tu janta hai kaun hoon main...main hoon bajirao Singham..."apna seea thok kar filmi style me wo bola.... "tu agar bajirao Singham hai to main hoon Chulbul Pandey...ab bol." Wo shant ho gaya ,aur kuch der tak meri aankho me aankhe daal kar a jaane kya sochta raha, uske baad usne apne dost ko bulaya....aur maine Arun ko khada hone ke liye kaha.....us waqt dono taraf do log the aur dono hee barabar lekin palda humara bhari tha kyunki maine isi beech un dono se kah diya tha ki jab humari ladayi chalegi to usi samay humare class ka koyi ek student jakar Principal office me ye news deke aayega ki Mechanical first year me kuch seniors , juniors ko buri tarah peet rahe hai, aur Principal sir maan bhi lenge....uske baad tum dono ko college se nikal diya jayega.....to behtar yahi hai ki abhi class se bahar chale jao warna college se bahar jana padega........ . wo dono class se bahar chale gaye,lekin mujhe yakin tha ki wo dono mujhe bahar jaroor pakdenge aur usi waqt maine apne dushmano me un dono ka naam bhi jod liya.....Meri aaj is dileri ki vajah se sabki nazar mujhpar hogi ye maine pahle hee soch liya tha, aur usi waqt maine khud se bola ki"kash Esha is class me hoti to aaj wo mujhse jaroor pat jati, phhir hum dono uske paise par bahar khana khane jate, uske baad ek hee cold drink me straw daal kar peete aur uske baad main use ek laal gulab deta aur wo sharma kar kahti ki "Arman...tum kitne wo ho..."" "deepika mam ke pass nahi jana kya...."Arun ki besuri aawaz ne mujhe hosh me laya.... "recess ho gaya..." "5 min. bhi ho gaye hai...." "tu bhi chal na..." "tu ja "angdayi marte hue Arun bola"mujhe neend aa rahi hai.." main akele hee apni jagah se utha aur class se bahar jane laga tabhi Arun ne aawaz di"sambhal kar kahi wo tera rape na kar de........" _______________________ _______

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 "sambhal kar kahi tera rape na kar de.." "ladkiya bhi rape karti hai kya..."maine haste hue Arun se puchha "aaj kal ki ladkiya kuch bhi kar sakti hai...."usne bhi haste hue jawab diya..... "chal thik hai, milta hu kuch der me..." main class se bahar nikal aaya, computer lab ground floor par tha aur jaise-jaise main seedhiya utar raha tha waise-waise hee ek dar, ek sharam mere andar apna dera jama rahi thi....main yahi chah raha tha ki deepika mam computer lab me akeli na ho, unke sath kuch students bhi ho.....main apne college ka shayad eklauta aisa ladka tha jo deepika mam jaisi hot item ki karibi se dar raha tha... "May i come in mam..."computer lab ke gate ke pass khade hokar maine andar aane ki permission mangi.... "Arman...come in"wo khush hote hue is kadar boli ,jaise use kab se mera intezar ho.....uski us hasi ne mujhe andar se dara diya aur mere kano me Arun ki aawaz gunjane lagi"Sambhal kar ,kahi wo tera rape na kar de...." "are andar aao, bahar kyun khade ho..."usne mujhe dobara andar aane ke liye kaha aur main bajrang bali ka naam lekar jung-e maidan me kood gaya.... "aapne mujhe bulaya tha..."jaha wo baithi thi waha jakar main bola aur charo taraf nazar daudayi pure lab me uske aur mere siwa sirf computers the.... "tumne assignment complete kyun nahi kiya...."apni chair ko meri taraf kheench kar wo aaram se baith gayi, "mast perfume lagayi hai is lund ki pyasi ne..."main badbadaya... "tumne assignment pura nahi kiya ,kya main jaan sakti hoon ki aisa kyun hua..." "sorry mam, i forgot" "kya bhool gaye.." "assignment karna bhool gaya..." wo apni jagah se uthi aur mere peechhe khade hokar dheere se boli" physics lab wali baat to nahi bhoole..." pure sharir ka pani sookh gaya aur dil ki dhadkane tej ho gayi ye sunkar, meri ye halat dekhkar deepika mam ki hansi chhut gayi... "tum sharmate bahut ho..."mere kaan pass apna chehra lakar wo boli.... "mujhe bhi kuch din pahle hee ye pata chala ki main ek sharmila ladka hoon..." "so, ab kya irada hai...

" "irada to ye hai ki main aaj raat bhar assignment likhunga aur phhir kal submit kar dunga..."deepika mam ke armano par pani dalte hue maine kaha....lekin uske agle hee pal deepika mam ne ek jordar dhamaka kiya.... "mujhe chodne ka vichar hai ya gay hai tu..."khunnas me wo boli.... Main ek baar phhir sadme me aa gaya tha, aur aaj ka sadma us din ke physics lab wale sadme se jyada bada tha....wo mere peechhe khadi mere jawab ka intezar kar rahi thi aur main sadme se bahar aane ki koshish kar raha tha...... "pani milega...."maine topic change karne ke irade se kaha.... "kaun sa pani...chut wala ya botal wala...." deepika mam ke in lafzo ne mujhe ek baar phhir sadme me daal diya aur mujhe dar lagne laga ki mujhe kahi heart attack na aa jaye.... "main ek sarif padhayi karne wala ladka hu , mujhe in sab me mat fansao...."apni ijjat bachane ke liye maine apni koshish jaari rakkhi.... "bol to aise raha hai ,jaise kabhi muth hee na mari ho...."wo wapas samne wali chair par baith gayi aur apne samne rakkhe dekstop par kuch karne lagi.....uske baad kuch der tak wo usi me busy rahi aur phhir boli... "idhar aao..." "kidhar..."gala ek baar phhir sookha... "mere pass..." Ladkhadate hue kadmo se main deepika mam ki taraf gaya,jaha wo chair par kisi maharani ki tarah baithi hui thi, unke karib jakar main khada ho gaya aur computer ke screen par nazar daudayi,deepika mam ne ek video play kiya , wo video aisa tha ki jise dekhkar mere paseene chhut gaye, is baar to heart attack hee aa jata lekin maine khud ko sambhal liya...... "this position i like most and you..." Jawab me maine apne hontho par sirf jeebh fira di,abhi mere samne ek full2 nude fucking video chal raha tha....ye kaise ho sakta hai, koyi teacher apne student ke sath aise bartaav kaise kar sakti hai....lekin haqiqat to wahi tha jo us din lab me mere sath ho raha tha, umra ke us padav par shayad bahut si chize aisi thi jise janna abhi baki tha.... mera man aur tan dolne laga , seedhe-seedhe shabdo me kahe to jab aapke samne chudai ki film chal rahi ho to lund apne aap khada ho jata hai, mera bhi lund khada hua , jise dekhkar deepika mam ne apne daant dikha diye....na chahkar bhi us waqt main ye chahne laga tha ki deepika mam pahle apne hatho se mere lund ko sahlaye aur phhir apne muh se mere lund ko chuse aur uske baad kisi slut ki tarah bole ki "wow, your dick is so big...." "kisi ladki me tumhe sabse achchha part kya lagta hai...."video band karke deepika mam mere taraf mudi... "matlab...."main janta tha ki deepika mam ke sawal ka kya matlab tha ,lekin phhir bhi maine puchha.... "matlab ki chut,gand ,boobs ,lips....." "boobs and lips...."maine jawab diya aur ek ajeeb baat mujhe ye lagi ki,ab mujhe sharam nahi aa rahi thi..... "touch my lips..." "kisse touch karo hath se ya phhir honth se ya phhir ......" "abhi to filhal hath se maza lo..." Maine apni ungaliyo ko deepika mam ke hontho par rakkha aur dheere-dheere sahlate hue uske honth ke andar tak le gaya,....ye sab kuch bahut ajeeb tha, mujhe khud yakin nahi ho raha tha ki meri murjhayi taqdeer me ek apsara kaise aa gayi wo bhi bina kapdo ke.... "waha bhi hath phhira lu..."mera ishara uske mast bade-bade boobs ki taraf tha,...deepika mam ne apne seene ko ek baar dekhkar boli... "ye sab puchha nahi jata...." "then ok..."aur mere kanpte hue hath uske seene se ja chipke aur aise chipke ki chhodne ka naam hee nahi le rahe the, lund paint ko fadkar bahar nikalne ke liye betab tha tabhi khade lund par jor se hathoda marte hue deepika mam ne kaha... "ab tum jao..." dukhbhare man se maine deepika mam ki chhatiyo ko dekha ,jinse mere hath chipke hue the , main masoomiyat bhari aawaz me bola"ek baar inhe daba lu..." "tum ab jao...."hanste hue usne mere hath ko door kiya aur mujhe turant waha se jane ka ishara kiya..... "61-62 karna padega ab..."computer lab se bahar nikal kar main khud par jhallaya aur bathroom ki taraf chal diya, aaj kayi dhamake ek sath ho chuke the, pahle maine un pancho chudailo ko batti di, phhir bajirao Singham aur uske dost ko aur uske baad computer lab wala dhamaka.....lekin ek aur dhamaka bahut jald hone wala tha aur ye dhamaka sabse bada bhi tha........ "Mujhe maloom chal gaya hai ki Esha college kyun nahi aa rahi kuch dino se...."muth marne ke baad mara sa muh lekar main class me ghusa hee tha ki Arun bola.... "kyun....?"maine Arun ki taraf dekha.... Abhi tak main yahi samajh raha tha ki shayad uske ghar me koyi kaam hoga, ya phhir uski tabiyat kharab hogi ya halka fulka bukhar hoga, ye bhi ho sakta hai ki wo apne kisi rishtedar se milne kahi bahar gayi ho aur isi vajah se wo college na aayi ho, lekin Arun ne dhamaka karke mere dimag ko shunya kar diya, usne Esha ke college na aane ka jo reason bataya ,use sunkar yakin hee nahi hua aur maine Arun se ek baar phhir puchha.... "kya bola tune maine suna nahi..." "Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki thi......" _______________________ _______

 Chapter-7:Suicide 

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 Mujhe phhir bhi yakin nahi hua aur ye sochkar ki maine galat suna hoga maine ek baar aur Arun se puchha... "kya..." "Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai..." Teen baar se main lagatara wahi sawal puchh raha tha aur Arun mere un sawalo ka ek sa jawab de raha tha....us waqt kuch hua ,kuch alag sa hee hua,kuch alag sa hee ahsaas hua....main waha se daudte hue seedhe college se bahar aaya bina ye soche hue bhi ke mujhe jana kaha hai, bina ye soche ki seniors mujhe pakad sakte hai aur mera kachumar bana sakte hai....college ke main gate se main nikla hee tha ki meri nazar us ek ped par padi jis par rang birange phhool lage hue the....wo wahi ped tha, waha us waqt hawa bhi wahi bah rahi thi ,jo rojana bahti thi , college bhi wahi tha aur usme padhne wale students bhi wahi the...suraj aaj bhi purab se nikal kar apni manzil ki taraf badh raha tha, lekin jab se Esha ke suicide ki khabar suni to us ek pal me jaise puri duniya badal gayi ho, rang-birangi dharti jaise akal ke karan sukh gayi ho, aisa lagne laga tha mujhe us waqt....log mere samne se aate aur chale jate, us waqt yadi koyi mujhpar laat-ghuso ki barsaat bhi kar deta to main use siway dekhne ke kuch nahi karta...... "Arun...Naveen..."maine ye do naam liye, jo mere khas dost the , "kaha ja raha hai..."peechhe se mere khas dost Arun ne aawaz di, wo bhi mere peechhepeechhe aa gaya tha bina ye jane use jana kaha hai.... "Esha kis hospital me hai...." meri ghabrahat ko Arun pahchan gaya aur meri bechaini ko samajhkar wo bola"ye to mujhe nahi maloom...." "tujhe kisne bataya ki Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai...." "class me kuch ladke baat kar rahe the, jise mere dost ne sun liya aur phhir mujhe khabar di...." is waqt Esha se milne ka bahut dil kar raha tha , lekin usse milu bhi to kaise ,yadi main usse mila bhi to main kya kahunga...ki main yaha kyun aaya, kisliye aaya kis haq se aaya.....

dil me hazar goliya fire karke maine waha se wapas apni class me jane ka socha.... corridor me ab bhi students bahar the, kuch tahal rahe the to kuch group banakar baate kar rahe the, waha mujhe Arun ka wo dost bhi dikhayi diya jo Esha ki class me tha..... "sun na yar...."maine Arun ke dost ko bulaya aur us sale ne meri dukhti rag par hath to rakkha hee sath hee sath hathoda marte hue bola... "Arman tujhe maloom chala ya nahi....Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai...." "haan maloom hai...koyi vajah maloom chali ki usne aisa kyun kiya..." "pyar, mohabbat ka chakkar hai dost....tu bhool ja use..." jitni aasani se usne mujhe kah diya utni asani se maine uski baat ko ek kan se sunkar dusare kan se nikal diya aur usse puchha ki Esha kis hospital me hai.... "maloom nahi....lekin college off hone tak kisi se puchhkar tujhe bata dunga...." "thanks , ab chalta hu..." "chal bye..." waha se main seedhe apni class me aakar baith gaya ,ye soch soch kar dil fata ja raha tha ki Esha ne kisi ke pyar me apni jaan dene ki koshish ki hai.... "wo use bahut pyar karti hai ,iska matlab main aur mere Armano ke liye uske dil me koyi jagah nahi...."main us waqt khud se hee sawal jawab kiye ja raha tha.... "lekin us din class me to wo mujhe dekh rahi thi...."main us waqt jhooth ko sach aur sach ko jhooth sabit karne par laga hua tha, us waqt mujhe zara bhi khayal nahi tha ki physics wale sir class me aa chuke hai.... "hey, tum..." "haaaiiiinn...."Arun ne mujhe koncha to main hosh me aaya.... "kya haiin haiin laga rakkhe ho, padhna hai to chup chap raho warna bahar jao..." "BC maine ek shabd bhi nahi bola..."us Physics wale kurre sir ko dekhkar maine khud se kaha..... "aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte..."jab kisi ne apne dimag ka theory kurre sir ko sunaya to use yahi jawab mila....ye jawab sirf use hee nahi balki kayi aur bhi students ko mila...jab bhi koyi ulta seedha sawal karta to kurre sir us par apna brmhastra chhod kar kahte ki "aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte...." aur phhir sab shant ho jate....question to mere dimag me bhi tha lekin us waqt main nahi puchh paya shayad Esha ki vajah se......Kurre sir ki bhi ek ajeeb aur badi ghatiya adat thi wo class khatam hone ke kuch der pahle ek ek student se us din jo padhaya gaya use batane ko kahte...jo bata deta wo baith jata tha lekin na batane wale ko kurre sir Physics department me bulate aur waha , ijjat ki dhajjiya udate.... "tum batao...." Main chup chap khada hua aur dimag ko parat dar parat khol kar dekhne laga ki main is baare me kuch janta hu ya nahi.....Theory of Relativity ke topic me main virgin tha lekin kuch din pahle maine kisi news paper me kuch padha tha aur jo padha tha wahi kurre sir ke upar de mara..... "Sir, mera ek sawal hai...kuch din pahle maine padha tha ki kuch particle aise bhi hai jinki velocity light ke velocity se bhi tej hai aur yadi aisa hai to phhir Einstein ka principle galat ho gaya , aap kya kahte hai is baare me...." "Einstein ho ya koyi aam aadmi , koyi bhi Physics ke niyamo ke khilaf nahi ja sakta...baith jao..." "thank you sir "

update 28 

Us din bahut se students kurre sir ke lapete me aa gaye...main chahta tha ki Arun bhi us lapete me fas jaye lekin sala hoshiyar nikla aur jab kurre sir ne use khada kiya to lamba chauda bhasad usne de dala..... "bade dhyan se sun raha tha kurre ka boring lecture....." "matlab...." " uska lecture sune bina tu itna sab kaise bol sakta hai..." "ye sab to pahle se maloom tha mujhe..."kandha uchka kar wo bola.... . "main aaj drawing ki class attend nahi karunga...." apna bag band karte hue Naveen ne hum dono se kaha.... "kyun jake gand marwana hai..." "lawde..."Arun ko ek hath lagakar Naveen ne kaha "jab dekho tab gali bhare rahta hai muh me...." "tu usko hata aur ye bata ki aaj drawing ki class kyun chhod raha hai....suna hai bahut hard subject hai ye..."main nahi chahta tha ki wo waha se jaye , kyunki Naveen ke sath rahne se class boring nahi lagti thi... "bhaiya aa raha hai ghar se aur 3 baje unhe railway station lene jana hai,..." "jab kaam 3 baje hai to phhir abhi se kyun ja raha hai,..." "bas ja raha hu....room ki saaf-safayi bhi karni hai ,wana bhai room me aakar mera haal-chal baad me puchhega usse pahle mujhe bolega ki chal pahle room saaf kar..." "aaj tere room par hee rukne ka plan hai kya unka...."mere andar ek alag hee khhichadi pak rahi thi jisme mirch masale dalte hue Naveen bola... "nahi, 4 baje unki train hai..." "aaj raat main tere room par rukunga...." "kyun..."mere ekdum se kahne par Naveen thoda chauk sa gaya, "kyun be, tu aaj uske room par kyun rukega...."Arun ne mujhe beech me toka... "kaam hai kuch..." "gay gay gay gay..."ek dhun me gate hue Arun ne kaha.... "actually main soch raha tha ki Esha jis hospital me hai, waha jakar use dekh aau..." "Naveen, launda to gaya hath se..."muskurate hue Arun ne kaha"phhir main bhi chalta hu..." Phhir kya tha hum teeno ne apna bag uthaya aur nikal pade Naveen ke room ki taraf....raste bhar maine plan banaya ki mujhe hospital jakar actually karna kya hai, lekin phhir yaad aaya ki hume to us hospital ka naam tak nahi maloom jisme Esha admit hai..... "abey tu kisliye mere sath aaya hai..."bike par baithe hue hee maine kohni se Arun ko mara.... "tere sath us hospital me jaunga ,jaha Esha admit hai..."

 "ghanta jayega , pahle ye to maloom kar ki Esha hai kis hospital me...." College se Naveen ke room pahuchane me sirf aadha ghanta laga,idhar Naveen room ki safai me lag gaya aur udar main aur Arun uske bistar par kisi maharaja ki tarah sawar hokar apna plan banane lage........ "bhu ko call karta hu...."Arun ne apna mobile nikalte hue kaha.....bhu bhi Esha ke peechhe pada hua tha isliye Arun ne socha ki shayad use kuch maloom ho aur humara daanv ek dum fit baitha, us sale bhu ko maloom tha ki Esha kaha admit hai.... "kaam ho gaya...."call disconnect karke Arun ne kaha.... "kaha hai wo aur kis halat me hai..." "Apollo me hai...." "chal jaldi se chalte hai waha...."main bina kuch soche samjhe jane ke liye uth khada hua, tabhi Naveen jo room ki saaf-safai me laga hua tha wo bola "hello...kidhar.." "Apollo..." "beta ,abhi jana hai to auto me jao ,kyunki 3 baje bhai ko lene railway station jana hai aur waise bhi Apollo 2 kamro ka koyi chhota hospital nahi hai jo muh utha ke pahuch gaye...beta andar ghusne ke liye id card lagta hai....."hum dono ke badhte kadam wahi ruk gaye aur Arun ke hath se Naveen ne bike ki chabi chheen kar kaha"pichhwade me laat maar ke bahar karenge waha ka security guards...." "to ab kya kare...." "4 baje tak rook ,bhai ko railway station chhodne ke baad main bhi sath me chalunga...." Us din Naveen ke bhai ne 1 ghante buri tarah se bore kiya aur Naveen ke room ko saaf dekhkar khush bhi bahut hue, aur jate jate hum teeno ko thik se padhne ki naseehat bhi di, 4:30 baje ke lagbhag Naveen railway station se wapas room par aaya aur hum teeno apollo hospital ke liye nikal pade...... "le aagaya apollo , ab bol andar jane ka kya jugad hai..."Naveen jab bike park karke aaya to maine usse puchha.... "mere idhar ke uncle yaha admit hai, unko bahar bulata hu...."kahte hue Naveen ne mobile nikala aur phhir apne uncle se baat ki,...kuch hee der me Naveen ke uncle bahar aaye, Naveen aur uske uncle ne kuch der hi hello jaisi kayi pakau baate ki aur phhir hume do card dekar bole ki tum teeno me se sirf do log hee andar ja sakte ho....jana to teeno ko tha isliye hum teeno ek dusare ka muh takne lage ki kaun apni kurbani dega....lekin jab koyi faisala nahi hua to uncle ne hum teeno ko kuch der rukne ke liye kaha aur phhir jugad karke ek aur id card lekar aaye.... "Naveen, apne uncle se puchh ke dekh ki ye Esha ko jante hai ki nahi...." "chutiya hai kya...." "tu chutiya, tera baap....."iske aage maine kuch nahi bola aur thodi door khade Naveen ke uncle ke pass gaya, jo kisi se baat kar rahe the..... "uncle, humare college ki ek ladki ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai,...use aap jante hai kya....." "Esha......" "o teri "andar hee andar khush hote hue maine Naveen ke uncle se kaha"ha wahi, jab yaha aaye hai to socha ki usse bhi mil loon...." "wo mere karibi dost Khurana ki eklauti beti hai , Esha ki suicide ki khabar sunkar mujhe bhi dukh hua tha, lekin ab wo thik hai aur yadi usse milna chahte ho to 125 room no. me jao" "thank you uncle" Waha se khushi-khushi main Arun aur Naveen ke pass aaya aur unhe room no. 125 me chalne ke liye kaha,.. _______________________ _______

 update 29 

 gaye the bade aashiq bankar, socha tha kisi na kisi bahane usse baat kar hee lunga , phhir uska haal chal bhi puchh lunga, lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua aur na hee iske aas-pass kuch hua.... Jis room me Esha admit thi , hum teeno us room ke bahar chup chap khade andar jhak rahe the kyunki andar jhakk maar ke jhankane ke siwa hum teeno ya phhir kahe ki main kuch kar bhi nahi sakta tha, kyunki jo kaam mujhe karna tha wo room. No. 125 me koyi aur kar raha tha, jin armano ki gathari banakar main yaha aaya tha wo khul kar jis room me Esha admit thi uske bahar bikhar chuki thi , kano me ek baar phhir wahi aawaz gunji jise main sunna nahi chahta tha, jise main bardasht nahi kar sakta tha....."pyar ,mohabbat ka chakkar hai bhai, tu use bhool ja...." us waqt Arun bhi chup tha aur Naveen bhi chup chap khada tha.....room ke andar Esha ek ladke se baat kar rahi thi, Esha ki aankh me aansu the aur us ladke ki aankh bhi halki nam thi, dono sale meri love story ki dhajjiya uda kar apne liye family planning kar rahe the.....jis ladke ne Esha ka hath pakad rakkha tha use maine college me shayad kayi baar dekha tha, aur yadi mera andaza sahi tha to wo yakinan mera senior hai...... "iska naam Gautam hai aur ye second year me hai...."Naveen ne dheere se kaha, lekin yadi wo jor se bhi kahta to koyi farak nahi padta kyunki waha hume sunne wala koyi nahi tha, jo beemar the wo to allot hue room me hee pade the aur jo unke karibi the wo ya to apne karibi ke sath room me the ya phhir bahar ki hawa khane ke liye bahar gaya hue the...us waqt hum teeno room no. 125 ki khidki se andar dekh rahe the, hum teeno ne dekha ki us ladke ne Esha ka hath apne dono hatho se tham liya aur kuch bolne laga...jise sunkar Esha ki aankhe khushi se chhalak uthi.... us waqt aankho me aansu uske bhi the ,us waqt dil mera bhi roya tha.....us waqt apne pyar ke samne wo bhi chup thi ,us waqt apne pyar ke samne chup main bhi tha....uske bagair jeene ki adat na to use thi aur uske bagair jeena mera bhi mushkil tha......

dheere dheere mere kadam khud ba khud bahar ke liye chal pade, ab situation bilkul alag thi, jaha kuch der pahle tak main yaha aane ke liye mara ja raha tha wahi ab main jald se jald yaha se door jana chahta tha,jaha kuch der pahle mera dil uske didar ke liye uchhal-uchhal kar betahasha hua ja raha tha wahi ab mera dil hatash hokar shant baith gaya tha....hospital se bahar aate waqt maine kayi logo ko dekha, lekin phhir bhi na jaane kyun aisa lag raha tha ki main waha ,us bade se alishan hospital me bilkul akela hoon....koyi yadi waha dheere se bhi kuch bolta to uski aawaz joro se mere kano me chubhati....mujhe us waqt aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki main barso se us jagah kaid hoon aur waha se nikalne ki koshish kar raha hoon....... "Arman....."mere kandhe ko peechhe se pakad kar Arun ne mujhe jor se hilaya...."kaha ja raha hai...." "bahar...."apne charo taraf dekhte hue maine Arun se kaha,"kyun kuch hua kya..." "ye bahar ka rasta nahi hai...samne dekh tu us room ki taraf ja raha hai jaha anath death bodies ko rakkha jata hai...." Arun sach kah raha tha, mere samne kuch doori par wahi room tha, mera sar ghoomane laga aur uske baad aankho ke taar sust padne lage main us waqt sona chahta tha aur mere man me na jaane kya soojha jo main usi room ki taraf chal pada jaha mare hue logo ke sharir ko rakkha jata tha....mera dimag mere kabu me nahi tha....main bas sona chahta tha.... "abey rook,..."Naveen aur Arun ne mujhe pakda lekin main unhe ghaseetate hue aage badhne laga..... "WTF, BC marwayega hume..."Arun mere kaan pass chilla kar bola aur achanak hee main hosh me aaya..... "mujhe kyun pakad ke rakkha hai be..."un dono ko ghoorate hue maine kaha,.... Naveen kuch kahna chahta tha, lekin Arun ne use ishara karke shant kar diya aur khud bola...."kuch nahi chal yaha se...." jaha ek taraf Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki thi wahi mere aur Esha ke pyar ne bhi, jo ki shuru tak nahi hua tha, suicide karne ki koshish ki.....wo din mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab main bahak kar us kale room ki taraf ja raha tha....engineer tha isliye chhod diya warna yadi doctor hota to dimag nikalkar usme mere us din ke behaviour ka reason dhoondhata........

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